Fuck, I did, didn't I?"Well, I'll say it again. I love you."
Vivian smiles and glides her pussy along the silk fabric of my boxers. I have to bite the inside of my cheek so I don't flip her over and rut into her. She's in charge. We may bicker and sass one another, but I'll follow her lead every day for all eternity.
"Need you, Alpha," Vivie whimpers, digging her tiny claws into my chest. "But—" She hesitates.
"What, Firefly? Talk to me." It's a big ask considering the fact thatIcan barely talk. She's edging me and I'm not sure if she realizes it or not.
Her long auburn waves tickle my stomach, and the twitch of her pointy nose makes me smile. Everything about her is so beautiful and unique.
Vivian takes a stuttering breath and says, "I want you to bond me during my heat in a few days. Not now."
"Why during your heat?" I should just agree and let it go because I can feel the tension increasing in her body the longer she talks. Since I've met her, I believe her ability to speak has increased, but she still gets blocked.
Sparkly blue eyes bore into mine with so much intensity I stop caring about my dick. Whatever my mate is about to tell me is important.
"I've always hated my heats. They’ve just been another thing that controls me. From now on, I want to enjoy it. I want you to give me part of myself back. Lean into the experience and bond me like my omega will beg you too."
I swallow and my fingers spasm on her hips. "Yes. Fuck, yes. I'll do whatever you want as long as you understand that you might not remember it."
"I understand," she whispers and swivels her ass on me. "Fuck me now, Riot. I want your fat alpha knot stretching me."
Fucking hell...I didn't know she liked to talk dirty.
"Hold on," I snarl, and flip her onto her back. Vivian wants us mindless and feral for our bonding, but my first time inside of her is going to be slow and loving.
"I'm not going to fuck you, little Omega. We're going to make love this first time." When she goes to protest, I cut her off. "I know you like it rough and can take whatever I want to give you. Please let me show you I can be gentle and sweet too."
She nods slowly, eyes softening. While she waits, I slip my boxers off and kick them to the side. "Wait," Vivian rushes out. "I want this off."
My stomach flips and sours when her hands reach for my eye patch. I'll give her anything she asks for, though, so I nod and hold my breath. A soft tug and it's gone.
"A small scar," she whispers. I can feel the heat of her finger tracing the line that runs through my eyebrow, eyelid, and partially down my cheek. "Look at me, Riot."
Her plea makes me realize I had closed my eyes for fear I'd never have two functioning eyes again. My teeth turn cold as I blow a breath out right before my world tips upside down.
I don't know who gasps louder, but there's no longer air to fucking breathe.My eyesight is okay, but?—
"It's blue! Your eye is fucking blue with a dark rim around it," Vivian explains with so much awe in her tone it takes some of the fear out of my chest.
She just described her own eye color...So I have one gold eye, one blue?!"Viv—" I cough and twist to my side so I can see more than just her face. "Vivian... I see you. I don't just mean you, but your-your aura? Is that what the greenish-blue hue floating around is?"
Tears fill my omega's eyes, and she nods mutely.
"Firefly," I mutter and cradle her cheek in my palm. "I see your bond. Like swirling turquoise fog." Vivian's soul coversmaybe a fifth of my overall vision at a time, but it's a constant swirl. Only when I blink or close my eyes does it go away.
"I have to be inside you," I growl. The intensity of experiencing almost all of my mate is driving me to take more. I need my omega.
"Yes, Alpha," Vivian whispers, voice wobbly and temples streaked with tears.
Rolling back over her petite form, I easily slip my cock between her folds. There's absolutely no resistance as I push in, only a warm fucking hug that quickly feels like my dick is being strangled in the best of ways.
Thank fuck for the routine tests at the hospital that gave us the peace of mind to forgo protection.
"You are...my home," I whisper, holding eye contact with her.
She's staring at the one blue eye in awe. Can she feel how our connection deepened once she removed the patch? It's like knowing that no matter where I go, she'll always be my focus. In my line of sight, no matter what.
Her walls contract sucking me in further. Unable to control myself for a moment, I slam into her and groan when her juices soak my balls as they slap against her ass.
