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PROLOGUE

The studio is cold this morning.He remembers the mornings when he was a boy, those polar winters when somehow, she would fill every room with warmth: the simmer of broth on the stove, the soft hiss of her slippers over the linoleum, the way she answered the phone as though every caller were a blessing.

But Quinn has only this one room now — cramped, low-ceilinged, littered with canvases and thrift-store frames — and the chill has sunk into the concrete like a warning.

He kneels anyway.

Before him sits the shrine: a plain wooden crate draped in lace, yellowed by years of tobacco and grief.On it rests her photograph, the one taken before disaster struck.He likes to remember her this way — steady, dignified, hopeful.A single tea-light flickers beneath her image, its flame trembling like a voice on the verge of speaking.

His own voice is soft when it comes.

“Honor thy mother… honor thy father… honor those who gave you breath.”

The words quiver in the air like incense smoke.He folds his hands and bows deeper, forehead touching the cool floor.The prayer is old — older than him, older than her, older than the lies the world tells itself about duty and love.

If only he'd had more time.If only he'd been given the chance to prove he was a good son.The kind who would never have put her in a home, or who just visited once a year, cracking awkward jokes and checking the clock.Never let her calls go unanswered.Never have I left her to die at the mercy of some bastard who fancied himself a god in his grand coat.

His breath tightens at the memory —thatmemory — and a hot pulse of anger threads through his ribs.He forces it down.Anger has its place, but not here.Not in front of her.

Two days ago, the letter arrived.A cheap envelope, no return address, slipped under the studio door.Inside: a single notecard, unlined, the message written in a hand so neat it bordered on sacred.

Honor thy mother and father.

No signature.None needed.

He has been ready for months — researching, cataloguing his chosen sinners, considering the precious materials that would accompany each tableau of justice.But he has waited for instruction.For permission.For a sign.

How the Lawgiver has gotten it to him, he can’t begin to know.He has a network, that much is clear.But the word on the chatrooms is that Cox has been buried in a facility so secure, it makes ADX Florence look like summer camp.

So how has he communicated from wherever he is…?

He touches the edge of the card where it rests at the foot of the shrine, next to the tea-light.Its smoothness thrills him, like the first page of a new gospel.

“They think the bond between parent and child is optional,” he whispers.“That a mother’s life can be set aside like an old toy.That the elderly can be abandoned without consequence.”

He lifts his head.For a moment, the flame reflects in his eyes, turning them bright and wet.

"I'll fix it, Ma.All of it.What was done to you… What was stolen from you and me… I'll put it right.And those who forgot their parents, who didn't value what I lost, they will remember when they stand before me."

He rises slowly, a burly man, his middle-aged joints protesting.The tea-light guttering behind him throws his shadow long across the studio floor, darkening the scattered brushes and jars of pigment, the stacks of canvases leaning like exhausted soldiers.

His workbench waits in the far corner, lit by the weak electric bulb he rigged from a thrifted lamp.Beneath it, cardboard boxes overflow with supplies — fabric dyes, lengths of torn muslin, wood panels, brushes, paints.And in the center of the bench, pinned like a butterfly, lies his first creation: a mock-up of the tableau that will mark the beginning of his mission.

Every detail must be right.

Every stroke is deliberate.

Every punishment is a mirror of a sin.

He imagines the first sinner now — she who has cast aside her own father.He pictures her face when the truth dawns, when she realizes that her neglect, her indifference, has been weighed and measured.

The Lawgiver has spoken.

And he — the faithful son, the avenger of all wronged parents — will act.

He pulls on his apron, stiff with dried paint.Takes up a pen with a nib.Dips it into a bottle of India ink, mixed to the exact shade he will need.

His hand is steady.His breath is even.