It wasn’t even just that Lucas knew what he was doing, though he certainly was no novice. It was the way he tasted me like I was some kind of limited edition flavor, as though he had to get his fill before I disappeared.
It was the knowledge that a man who up until now had been so disciplined and put together was unraveling on his knees before me, losing control the more I squirmed. The memories of him teaching the class with that calm demeanor flashed through my mind and I looked down to catch his eye as he ate me out like a mad man.
He propped one of my legs on his shoulder and gripped my ass, pulling me even closer. I covered my mouth, biting into my palm to try and muffle the sounds that were trying to escape me. But soon enough I was coming undone. My eyes rolled back and I shattered, my body spasming as everything around me disappeared briefly against the backdrop of my orgasm.
My legs felt wobbly, but Lucas kept his hold on me as he stood to his feet, then lifted me up. He looked at me, a desperate question written on his face that even now, with him so close to the edge, he still felt the need to ask.
I nodded, barely able to catch my breath before he slipped inside of me.
Knowing that I’d been taken care of first seemed to unleash a different side of him. I had to hold onto him tightly as he began to thrust, his hips rocking into me so raw and intensely that I had to bite down hard onto his shoulder to keep from making a noise.
It was less lovemaking than fucking but I needed this. I needed to let go, to feel him let go with me. My nails scraped down his back, harder than I meant to but he only moaned at the feeling, hips stuttering.
We were both panting, chasing that last high until the spell broke. Sounds of approaching conversation drifted in from the outside and just like that, we snapped back to Earth.
He let me down, and with speed that I didn’t think was possible, got dressed. There was only time for him to give me one final look before he was forced to duck and hide in the back section where the extra equipment stored would afford him coverage.
Fortunately, they would also help obscure the open window that would most likely serve as his exit.
I tried to steady my racing heartbeat, my mind still muddled by the insanity of what had just happened as I grabbed my clothes and made my way to the shower. I let the hot water run over my body, ignoring my surroundings as my team filtered in—completely oblivious to what had just transpired mere minutes ago.
I’d just had sex with Professor Lucas Blackwell in my varsity boathouse. And more than that… I’d loved every second of it.
6
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June
“What a momentous occasion. Ladies and gentlemen,theJune Price is about to attend an actual campus party,” Madison announced, to no one except us and whoever was unlucky enough to be walking by at that moment.
I cringed and elbowed her in the arm. She just snickered. “Oh, come on. This is totally a historic moment. When I invited you out with me, I genuinely thought you were going to refuse.”
I offered her a tight smile.
We were staying at the apartment of one of Madison’s class friends for the weekend, mostly so that we’d be able to drink without having to worry too much about getting back to campus safely.
The apartment block was home to a few other students and faculty members due to its proximity to the school, and was only around ten blocks away from our destination. When I agreed to go with Mads, it was mostly for selfish reasons and not the type she would’ve expected.
I wanted to get the encounter with Lucas off my mind.
Once the orgasmic buzz died off, common sense slammed into me like a damn freight train. What I had done was the height of reckless stupidity. I’d tried to push the memory out of my mind but the silence of the library and dorm room did nothing to help me on that score.
I needed noise and booze and Mads was all too happy to help even though she had no idea about my true motives.
She cocked her head. “Are you okay? You’ve been really off since practice. Look, if it was Coach sending you off early, you know that she’s always been a hardass. It wasn’t anything personal, we all have off days.”
I shook my head. “No, it’s not that. I just.”
“Well then what’s going on? You look like someone shit in your cereal,” she observed.
I looked at Mads. She seemed genuinely concerned, and even though I wanted to just be honest with her, I couldn’t bear to admit the truth. Not just because I was embarrassed and ashamed of myself but…if there was even the tiniest chance for this to get out, it would ruin everything for both me and Lucas.
I shrugged. “It’s nothing. I’m just thinking about what Oren—um, I mean Professor Reed—spoke to me about.”
“Ah, the potential opening at Muller & Co.,” she said with a nod of understanding.
“Just nerves is all,” I added. “No biggie.”
