Ian was in the shower, cleaning himself, trying hard not to be nervous.
It had been a long time since he’d had sex.Three long years.
What if he hurt JP?
What if he’d forgotten how?
What if the kids woke up?
Despite his worries, he was taking the time to clean himselfeverywhere.
He figured that was a good idea, no matter what.
He got out, dried off, and brushed his teeth before wrapping in a robe and heading into the bedroom, feeling like a virgin.
Maybe JP had fallen asleep waiting for him.
He opened the bedroom door.JP had not fallen asleep.That piercing gaze met his and JP smiled.
“Hey.”He headed to the bed, offering JP a smile.“I’m surprisingly nervous.”
“Yeah?Come here.”JP held out his hand and when he took it, JP tugged him down onto the solid chest.Then JP’s lips pressed against his, giving him an even more solid kiss.
He opened up, melting down against his husband, supported on that broad chest.
JP’s tongue slipped into his mouth, sweeping over his teeth and his tongue, sending tingles through him and straight to his balls.
Oh.
This felt like magic.Like pure magic.
He wasn’t sure why he’d been so damn worried.JP wanted him, he needed JP, and they were here, together.
JP slid a hand through his hair, tilting his head to deepen the kiss.It was long and passionate, and then their lips parted, JP whispering, “I want you, Chou.”
“Yeah?It’s been a long time, you know.”Years.Too long.
“I know.We can go as slow as you need, Chou.”JP chuckled.“I’m not exactly in a position to fuck you into the mattress right now, anyway.”
“Yes, but you’re…significant, and I love the way you touch me…” He fought for sexy and not stupid.
“And I love touching you, Chou.”JP slid his hand from the top of Ian’s neck, down along his spine to his crack, then that hand slid to the side and cupped one ass cheek.
He cuddled in, careful of JP’s leg, resting hard.
JP spent a long time simply kissing him, running his hands over Ian’s body.His skin was turning into one huge super-sensitive erogenous zone thanks to JP’s ministrations.
His cock leaked, his breath seemed heavy, and he began to moan, the sounds undeniable.
“Lube?”JP asked quietly, fingers sliding along his crack now, lingering at his hole.
He found it in the lockable bedside drawer.It held his dildo and his lube.
He passed the slick to JP, the strong, warm fingers sliding along his, making him shiver.Those fingers were going to be inside him; they were going to open him up so he could ride that magnificent cock.
“Where do you want me?”He wanted to be filled up, stretched, wanted.
JP gave it a moment of thought before answering.“Straddle my belly?That way I can reach and still watch your face.”
