If I may protect Raf’s dignity before we indulge in all the deviant details, he was absolutely grilling the nurses about the best aftercare for you. Like, what should she drink and what should I look out for to know her blood pressure is too low. It was very sweet.
Sophia:
I told you guys, Raf is the biggest softie with a heart of gold. He’s just locked it up tight after everything that happened.
Sophia:
And no, Chiara. I will not tell you what happened. It’s his story to tell, and when the time comes, I’m sure he will explain everything.
Stella:
Ughhh! Sophia, why did you have to go all protective little sister on us! I want all the filthy details, but save the ahhhh-rated version until girls’ night when I’m back and just give me Mmmm-rated.
Chiara:
I see what you did there LOL.
Chiara:
Well…how does one say it was the best sex of my entire life. As anticipated, he has the body of a freaking god and more than puts the D in BDE (sorry Sophia!). But more than that, he felt like my stillness. I felt that sense of deep peace in his arms.
Stella:
Girl, do you want the good news or the bad news first?
Chiara:
Oh God. I forgot you’re like some woo-woo guru.
Stella:
Life coach with a lifetime’s worth of research and reading on how the mind, body, and soul work, but I digress.
Stella:
Good news. You’re totally in love. Bad news—and in answer to your first question. Knowing what I know of Raf, he’s going to be in total denial, so don’t be surprised if he totally pulls away and doubles-down on being an asshole. It’s a defense mechanism. He’ll probably try to avoid you. Give him some leeway, but don’t stop showing him who you are. You’ve already established you have intense physical chemistry, so now it’s building trust that’s crucial.
Sophia:
Scarily accurate. Raf doesn’t trust easily. So the best advice I can give you is if you earn it, don’t break it.
Evie:
That’ll be 800 buckaroos. LOL.
Chiara:
All I’m hearing is: “Chiara you are totally and completely fucked. But only figuratively speaking because you’ve agreed to be roomies-without-benefits with Big Bad Raf who’s going to make it his mission to avoid you and ramp up the asshole-factor while also denying you rides on his dick because he doesn’t trust women—specifically you.”
Stella:
If we’re using the classifications rating once more, mine was surprisingly G-rated versus your R-rated version.
Chiara:
Let’s not split hairs.
Stella:
