“Who do you belong to, pet?” Luke runs his hand up the inside of my thigh as I breathe through the stretch of Caden’s cock in my ass. “Tell me and I’ll let you come.”
Caden draws almost all the way out before sinking back inside me. All my nerves light up and sparks trickle down my spine. The way he feels back there is surreal and as wide open as I am, I still feel stretched to my limits.
I laugh because my brain is fucked. “You can own my body. You can control how I find release with you. But I still belong to me.”
“Not good enough, little nympho.” Caden’s words scorch through me as he fucks my ass slowly so he doesn’t hurt me. “We want it all.”
My entire being shivers on the edge of release.
He pulls out and backs away. I breathe out and they release my legs. My feet drop to the floor. My legs are limp and useless.
Do they really want everything? They want me to go to college with them. Caden has crazy future plans, but they’re just that. Future plans. Dreams. They aren’t reality. They aren’t founded in love and respect. Their plans are meant to keep me.
Water runs in the bathroom. Luke stays on me, holding me down, while I work on catching my breath. His grip on my wrists is almost gentle.
My heart balks as a warm wash cloth gently slides between my legs and then up through my ass crack, cleaning me up.
“Still want to fight, kitten?” Eli’s tone is way too reasonable.
They release my hands and I scramble onto the bed and turn to face them, kneeling on the mattress. My heartbeat is erratic. Luke’s eyes are narrowed on me like I’m a wild animal. Eli’s face is blank as he watches me with his calculating eyes. Both of them are fully clothed.
When I meet Caden’s green eyes, my heart stops. His face gives nothing away, but there’s something soft he can’t hide inhis eyes. He’s stripped down to his boxers. He runs a hand through his hair.
For a moment, I’m caught. No restraints could hold me the way Caden can.
“Arrow, Harper.” He shakes his head. “Much as I love this game. I don’t want to hurt you.”
I swipe at the tears on my face.
“Arrow.” Luke says it next. My heart aches.
“Arrow, kitten.” Eli’s dark eyes capture mine. “It’s enough.”
Caden sits on the edge of the bed and holds his hand out to me. “Come here.”
I glance at Luke and Eli as all the fight leaves me. I don’t want to fight against this anymore. And neither do they. My shoulders ease and I take Caden’s hand.
He draws me to him and wraps his arms around me. My cheek rests on his bare chest and his on the top of my head. I straddle his lap and feel his hardness against me, but I just breathe in his cinnamon scent and let him hold me.
The fear that things would go wrong with Ethan. The tension of not knowing who I can trust. Knowing that these monsters really do own a piece of me. It’s too much, but I can’t fight anymore.
Caden rubs his hand down my back. I’m still wearing my shirt, bra, and skirt. It doesn’t feel wrong though. Nothing I do with these guys feels wrong.
Eli sits down next to us and Luke takes the other side. Luke strokes my hair. I open my eyes to Eli’s dark ones.
“We’ll always chase you, kitten. But you don’t have to run away.”
Tears well in my eyes. Somehow this seems more terrifying than when they had me pinned down.
“I’m scared.” The words are soft as they escape with a breath. How can I tell them of all people that I’m afraid to love them?Afraid it’s too late to stop falling? Afraid that if I truly give them my heart, they’ll tear it to pieces and I’ll never recover.
Eli’s smile softens as he reaches out to capture the tear that escaped. “This is all new to us too.”
Their hands never leave me, but we fall quiet. I don’t think any of us are ready to say the words. I don’t know how to love these guys or how they could ever love me.
Caden’s heart is strong under my ear. “You need ice.”
I cling to him tighter and his chuckle vibrates his chest beneath my ear. I don’t want to let go. He presses me against him.
