I caught her around the waist and quickly dragged her closer. Jade gasped when she ended up straddling my lap, her bare skin pressed to mine. Still naked. Still here.
Still mine.
I rested my forehead against hers and closed my eyes for a second.
“I love you,” I whispered. “I was supposed to say it first, but you didn’t let me.” I pulled her flush against my chest. “I love you.I love you.”
I buried my face in her neck and breathed her in, memorizing her. “I don’t want to let you go. I really fucking don’t.” My arms tightened around her and hers around me. “I’ll burn it all to the fucking ground just to keep you in this bed. I’ll shut everything down, change my name, move to Antarctica—fuck,anything. Just don’t go.” Jade sighed into me. “Don’t go,” I murmured into her neck. “I can’t lose you. I can’t.”
“Hey.” Her fingers clasped around my jaw and lifted my face to hers, but I couldn’t open my eyes. Couldn’t admit how broken I was. And she didn’t push. Her soft lips grazed my cheek and she whispered, “You didn’t save me to lose me, Sasha. Can I call you that? Sasha? Why’s it Sasha?”
I nodded slowly, running my hands up her back. “It’s short for Alexander in Russian.”
We both sighed deeply, our bodies pressed together in the messy sheets of the bed, and I leaned against the headboard, holdingallof Jade.
“Tell me things in Russian, Sasha.” Jade smiled wistfully, tracing her finger down the bridge of my nose. “Teach me something I won’t forget.”
I thought about it while my lips ghosted over hers. There was only one thing I had on my mind. “Vernis ko mne,”I whispered, on the verge of tears again. “Vernis ko mne.”
“Vernis…ko mne?” Jade repeated into my lips. “What does it mean?”
“Come back to me.”
Jade nodded, wiping my silent tears. “And how do I say…I will come back?”
“Ya vernus.”
“Ya vernus.”
God, her voice burrowed in my memory, but her hips…her hips moved slowly right on top of me. Back and forth.
It took Jade zero effort to turn me into a fucking feral animal.
“If you don’t stop, I’ll fuck you while I’m crying. That’ll be a first,” I admitted, and we both chuckled, our lips zinging against each other.
“Your dick’s crying too, baby.” She reached down, running her hand up the length of my cock and gathering my precum on her finger. I watched with bated breath—the way she opened her mouth and ran that finger on her tongue, her smile daring.
Fuck,she owned me.
Jade pulled back and shimmied down my body, slowly descending down…down, until her lips closed around my nipple piercing, the sensation sending sparks through me.
“Should I get them too? To match?” she asked, and lightly clamped down on the metal with her teeth. The thought of Jade with nipple piercings exploded inside me, but before I could indulge in the image, her tongue was already trailing over my abdomen.
Her eyes on mine, she licked up my shaft—slow, possessive, swirling her tongue right on the tip of my needy and aching dick. I panted, the pleasure seeping into all my pores.
“I love your slutty thigh tattoo,” she muttered into my thigh, cupping my balls with her hand.
Jesus. Jesus fuck. Jade held my manhood, dragging her tongue closer and closer to it. But instead of my cock, she sucked one of my balls into her mouth and bit down.
Fucking hard.
“Argh!”
The pain blinded me and the scar on my hand zinged at the same moment.
“Oops,” Jade giggled, licking the spot she just ravaged, as if that would make up for it. Quickly, she climbed back onto me, rubbing her pussy right on the tip of my cock.
“A fucking unhinged brat, aren’t you?” I bit her nipple too. Her gasp echoed in the room and she arched into me, letting me push her over onto the bed. Finally, my mouth arrived between her legs—a fucking magical place.
