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"And then you went public."

"I went to a journalist."His jaw tightened."She published.The story ran for two weeks.Congressional hearings, public outrage, promises of reform.And then it all just—faded.The programs were quietly restructured.A few people were reassigned.Nothing actually changed."

"Except for you."

"Except for me."He came back to his seat but didn't sit, standing with his hands braced on the back of the chair."Fired within a month.Clearance revoked.Every door I'd ever opened slammed shut.Friends stopped returning calls.My family thought I'd lost my mind."

"Did they prosecute?"

"They tried.Espionage Act, unauthorized disclosure.Two years fighting it.Burned through every dollar I had."He finally sat, the chair creaking under his weight."In the end, they dropped the charges.Not because I was innocent—because the trial would have required them to admit the programs existed."

"So you won."

"I survived.That's not the same thing."

Harper pulled her feet up onto the couch, the way she'd done the night before.Making herself small in his space, but not leaving it.

"What happened after?"she asked.

"I disappeared.Changed my name, stayed off the grid.Built a new identity from scratch."He rubbed his eyes with the heels of his hands."Ronan found me about three years ago.I still don't know how.He offered me a chance to use what I know against people who actually deserved it.I said yes."

"And now you're here."

"Now I'm here.Watching bad people stalk a woman whose only crime was keeping records."He dropped his hands and looked at her."While a journalist I'm supposed to be protecting asks me questions I haven't answered in years."

"You didn't have to answer them."

"I know."He held her gaze."I wanted to."

The air between them shifted.Not dramatically—no thunder, no music swelling.Just a quiet rearrangement, like furniture being moved in a room she'd thought was already full.

"You did the right thing," she said.

"A lot of people would disagree," he said.

"A lot of people are wrong."Her voice had heat in it now—not anger at him, but anger on his behalf, and the distinction hit him somewhere he wasn't prepared for."You saw something illegal.You tried to fix it through proper channels.When that didn't work, you risked everything to expose the truth.That's not betrayal.That's integrity."

"It cost me everything."

"It cost you a career.A clearance.Some relationships that apparently weren't worth much anyway."Her eyes didn't waver."It didn't cost you your principles.It didn't cost you the ability to sleep at night knowing you did what was right.That's notnothing, Caleb.That's everything."

He stared at her.In three years, no one had said it like that.The few people who'd supported him had been sympathetic, careful, gentle.Harper wasn't being gentle.She was fierce, as if his years of self-doubt were an insult to what he'd sacrificed.

"You sound like you've thought about this," he said.

"I've lived it.Different circumstances, same choices.Stay quiet and keep your life, or speak up and lose everything."She stood abruptly, moving to the window, her back to him."I know what it costs.I know what it feels like to have everyone you trust turn their backs because the truth was too inconvenient."

"Is that why you kept running?"

"I'm not running anymore."She turned to face him."I stopped the day I came to Blossom Springs.Now I'm hunting."

He rose from his chair without thinking about it.The distance between them had been shrinking all night—not physically, but in the way that mattered more.Two steps separated them now.Maybe three.

"Harper."

"Don't."She held up a hand, palm out."Whatever you're about to say—don't.Not yet."

"I wasn't going to say anything."