“You know tonight is the full moon,” he says and I stiffen at what this means. I can get pregnant.
“I don’t care.” If I become pregnant, I will be happy. By the way, did I mention that our pregnancies are about half as long as a regular woman’s? We have our babies after five months of pregnancy. “I want a family,” I throw out and he smiles.
“I want a houseful.”
I grin back and we go inside our room. The bed is smack dab in the middle of the room, just waiting to be used. I am more than ready for this. My legs are quivering at the idea of being filled with him and having our baby inside me.
I sit on the bed. “Arms up, Moon,” Damon says, and I do as he asks. He lifts the shirt over my head. I didn’t put on a bra before I ran out of the house. He stares down at me, filled with so much raw emotion. He touches the side of my neck. “I will never understand how someone could try to hurt you, baby.”
I close my eyes, letting his words wash over me, and his hands fall from my face to my legs. Then he grabs the top of my yoga pants. I lift my butt, allowing him to tear them off, and goose bumps break out across my skin the second his eyes fall on all of me.
“Crawl up the bed, Moon.”
Oh god, that voice does amazing things to me. I crawl up the bed as seductively as I can, loving seeing his eyes hooded. Everything that just happened has been forgotten and lifted off his shoulders, which is exactly what I wanted to happen. I liedown on the bed. Damon strips down and I eye every bit of him. Goodness, he is just beautiful. All of that tan skin, that bit of hair that runs down his chest, down his stomach, and into his pants line. His pants come off next, and his dick is just as beautiful as the rest of him. He is quite large. But he was made for me, all of him was.
“Are you sure?” he asks again.
“More than anything,” I tell him breathlessly. I would be lying if I said I wasn’t nervous about this, but I am excited too.
“There’s a huge possibility you could get pregnant, Moon,” he says one last time.
“I want this, baby, more than anything.” He tilts his head to the side, just slightly, submitting to me, his mate. This is the only time an alpha would dare do such a thing. He presses his lips to mine, oh so softly, so tenderly. My whole body shivers. His body is so warm, and I can feel his desire for me. Us together is out of this world.
Right now, it hits me that this is happening. I’ve gone through life thinking this day would never come. But it is here, and it’s even better that I hoped.
His left hand moves down my body, and I suck in my stomach instinctively. I am shaking with nerves. I am not scared; I would never, ever fear my mate. That would be impossible for me. His fingers are between my legs, and I suck his bottom lip into my mouth. I open my eyes and he is staring at me, his eyes golden. His wolf is touching the surface. He presses a kiss to my temple, and I smile—I’m so happy. He lifts himself up and crawls down my body, leaving small kisses in his wake.
He looks up at me, and his hands grip my thighs. I bite my lip. I know what he is going to do. He lowers his head, and I throw my head back at the first swipe of his tongue. I grip the sheets at my sides, and my toes are already curling. I have been ready for him. I am ready for him.
Two fingers slowly make their way inside me. It’s a tight fit. I relax my body and allow him to just take care of me.
Submitting fully to my mate, my Alpha.
Minutes, seconds, or hours pass; I have no sense of time. I finally come hard, my whole body shaking with the aftershocks. He crawls up my body and settles onto his elbows by my head. His eyes stare into mine. It’s like he is staring into my soul.
I reach up and touch his jawbone. “You know I love you, right?” I smile.
He closes his eyes, like he is just letting my words wash over him. I can feel him shift between my legs, and I open them wider when I feel the tip touch my entrance.
He finally looks at me. “And I love you too, my Moon, more than life, more than anything in this world. Without you, my life would be meaningless.”
My poor heart feels like it just exploded at his beautiful words. My eyes fill with tears, and Damon twines our fingers together, putting my hands above my head. His lips press against the corners of my eyes; he is kissing away my tears. “I don’t want to hurt you, baby.”
“I will be fine, Pha.”
His eyes stare so deeply into mine it takes away my breath, as he sinks deeper and deeper inside me. I nod and hepresses all the way inside me. I tilt my head to the side at the deep, painful ache.
“Baby.” I can hear the pain in his voice, and he presses his head into the crook of my neck. He is deeply affected. In a way, he can feel what I feel.
A minute or so later, the pain finally relents. “I am ready for you to move.”
All I feel right now is being deliciously full, and he slowly and so tenderly pulls out and moves back inside me.
“Oh yeah,” I moan, loving the feeling of being so full of him. He smiles and kisses my lips. In this moment it’s like we move onto a different plane—we connect with each other on such a deep level. We are here, but we are not. It’s like we are one. I feel what he feels, and he feels what I feel.
This is the most intense experience—every touch and roll of the hips is magnified. Everything is powerful; he is powerful. We are powerful together.
I love him, all of him.
