“We can do that,” Felix said quietly. He smiled softly, and Jacob’s breath caught for reasons he didn’t particularly want to understand.
Then Felix looked away, blinking hard as if to clear his head, and reached for his jeans.
“Well, chop-chop,” he said, in a bizarre accent that wasn’t quite British, as he pulled down his zipper. “Dicks-out time, didn’t you hear? Get with the program, Branson.”
Jacob wanted to kiss him. Jacob wanted to throttle him.
“Jesus Christ,” he muttered, and reached for his belt. A few moments later, Jacob was naked with someone for the first time.
It was nicer than he expected. He always thought it would be overwhelming, the vulnerability of the situation too big for him to focus on anything else. But it was just Felix. He could never be too nervous about Felix. Even if he was groaning underneath Jacob, miles of hot, soft skin pressed against his.
“Just like that,” Felix sighed, grinding up against him. “Fuck, you feel good.”
Jacob held back a moan. Felix’s cock was tucked up against his own, leaking pre-come. It felt heavenly. He had the vague inclination that this would be faster if he started jerking them off, but this felt too good to stop.
Felix hitched a leg over Jacob’s. He couldn’t reach his hip—he was lying too low for it, their cocks couldn’t align otherwise. His mouth was infuriatingly far away. Jacob had the bizarre urge to kiss his hair.
Jacob hadn’t realized howsweatyit would be. The dorm suddenly felt like a million degrees, Felix’s body burning againsthis. It should have grossed him out. Instead, Jacob wanted to lick Felix’s forehead.
“Jacob,” Felix whined. He kissed Jacob’s chin—the highest point he could manage. Then he kissed Jacob’s chest, his arms tight around Jacob’s back and his leg over his thigh, clinging to him.
So desperate,Jacob thought deliriously. He rocked against Felix, feeling the slickness grow between their bodies as Felix leaked sticky pre-come all over them.
Jacob twisted a hand into Felix’s hair and pulled his head back. “Say my name again.”
Felix’s mouth fell open. His eyes glazed over, and Jacob was suddenly full of a roaring need to see Felix fucked-out and shivering, too exhausted to even whimper.
“Jacob,” Felix gasped.
Jacob curled over him, and came. He was probably holding Felix too hard, but he couldn’t bring himself to care, thrusting wildly against Felix as he shot ropes of come over his belly.
Felix whined, rutting against Jacob’s softening cock with such force it made Jacob wince. “Fuck. That was so hot, I’m so close.”
He reached for his cock, and Jacob batted his hand away instinctively. He thought about giving Felix what he wanted and jerking him off, but another idea occurred to him before he could touch him.
He pinned Felix’s hands to the mattress and leaned over him.
“Keep going,” he told him.
Felix huffed a shocked laugh. Then he started grinding up against him again, his cock leaving wet smudges on Jacob’s stomach. His eyes started to lose their glaze, staring up at Jacob with snarky defiance. Like he was daring Jacob.
Jacob grabbed his chin, drunk with arousal despite his softening cock. “Tell me how much you love it.”
For a moment Felix actually looked panicked. Then it was gone, replaced with relief that confused Jacob. What the hell was that?
“I love it,” Felix blurted, sliding his cock through the come streaking Jacob's skin. “Holy shit, Jacob. I’m so close. Keep talking?”
Jacob floundered. A hundred thoughts ran through his head, each more embarrassing than the last. “You’re really fucking sexy,” he said, unable to stop it. “No wonder everyone wants you. People should be lining up at your dorm to make you look like this.”
Felix laughed again, breathless. “Y-yeah?”
Jacob squeezed Felix’s chin, feeling him swallow against his hand. “You’re so eager for it. Fucking gorgeous. You’re such a brat, but you love doing what you’re told, don’t you?”
“Yeah,” Felix said.
“Would’ve gotten on your knees anytime I asked,” Jacob said, barely aware of the words coming out of his mouth. “Right?”
“Yes,” Felix panted. He squeezed his eyes shut, tipping his head back into the spot where the pillow had been before he knocked it off the bed.
