Nope. No one needs to know how long it’s been since I last got laid.
“I want to feel you too, but…”
“But how can I walk into a clinic when most of us around here are legally dead?” he asks, finishing my thought. When I nod, he answers, “We have a doctor who’s able to do everything for us off the books. I’m negative too.”
“No condom.”
Easiest fucking decision in the world.
I don’t want to think of why he might’ve needed to be tested, so I don’t. I’d be way too fucking jealous and fuck all of this up.
He gives me an easy smile that helps me forget, then he lets go of my cock to pick up the bottle of lube on the bed beside him. His shadows take his place, billowing and spiraling around my dick like ribbons of smoke before cinching tight, taking me in their grasp. When they move up, swirling a bit around my head, I moan loudly and throw my head back.
They continue stroking me as Reese puts a hand under my right thigh and lifts, bringing my knee up and opening me up wider. I feel the blunt head of his cock against my hole at the same time the shadow’s grasp tightens around the head of my own dick.
My eyes fly open to find his gaze, and I ask in a shaky voice,“They’re not going to…you know…are they?”
A hint of that guilt from before rises to the surface of his gaze. “Not if you don’t want them to.”
I consider it because, yeah, I actually kind of really liked it. But…
“I want you to be the only one inside me.”
“Then, no, they won’t.”
I don’t get a chance to express any kind of gratitude before Reese starts to move forward, his cock pressing against my rim. I take a breath and relax as best I can. It’s been a long time since I’ve bottomed, and even the toys I own aren’t as big as he is.
Which isveryapparent as his crown passes that tight ring of muscle and settles inside me. There’s a burn as he stretches me so much more than his fingers did.
But ever since the day Reese Morgan stole me, I’ve only ever burned for him.
Our collective breaths and moans fill the space ashefillsme. Inch by inch, he slowly pushes in until he’s fully seated. Our gazes are connected as strongly as our bodies as he begins to pull back out just as slowly. His shadows still hold one arm above my head, licking at my nipples like tongues. My free hand is currently fisting the sheets. I want to touch him, but the view of him is more than enough. He stares at me with a feral intensity as the veins in his neck bulge with the effort it takes him not to slam back into me.
“Did I say I’d ruin you?”
Reese’s eyes are so dark, his voice so deep, his slow movements of his cock so controlled, that I’m almost terrified to hear what he plans to say next.
“I meant erase every part of you that thinks it can exist without me.”
I have to remember to breathe before I’m able to speak. “I don’t think there’s any of that left.”
“Let’s make sure.”
I nod even though I don’t think I get a say.
He starts fucking me like a man possessed, keeping one of my legs held up, eyes drifting down and becoming locked on the place where he moves inside me. At least, the only place he can physicallysee. Because the truth is he’severywhereinside me. He’s been the only thing to ever take up any space, and now he fills me completely.
“You feel so fucking good around my cock,” he growls, breathless. “I hope you know you’re never getting rid of me now, Cason. This is where we both belong. Me inside you, filling you up. In every death, every life. That won’t fucking change.”
“Finally.”
It’s a single, whispered word, but it makes him smile.
As he ruts into me, our bodies slapping together and making nearly as much noise as my mouth, his shadows continue stroking my cock. It doesn’t take long before my balls tighten, and I’m close to release again.
If I thought Reese was going to have any mercy on me the first time we fuck, I was sorely mistaken.
The shadows tighten around the base of my shaft, acting like the most annoying cock ring, cutting off the orgasm I really fucking wanted. A sob tears through me, and that feeling dissipates, leaving me only more sensitive everywhere.
