Zach stepped off the bed and spoke quietly to Gideon. Moments later, Sean was alone with Zach as Gideon and the camera crew vacated the room.
“I’m sorry.” Sean twisted onto his back and slid his fingers through his hair, his eyes on the high ceiling.
Zach laid down beside him, his head propped in his hand. “What is it that you’re afraid of?”
“I don’t know.” Sean looked at him. “This didn’t happen when Olivia first ass-fucked me. I mean, I was a little nervous, but I wasn’t freaking out or anything.”
“Why do you think it’s different this time?” Zach asked. “Because I’m a guy?”
“That would be my guess.” Sean smiled weakly.
“But isn’t that what you wanted? To be fucked really hard by a guy?”
“I thought it was.”
Zach tentatively flattened his palm on Sean’s stomach and began caressing his rippled abs. “What is it you’rereallyafraid of?” Zach murmured. “Because I don’t think it’s that you’re scared of taking a man’s dick. I do think you want it. If you had a problem with all this, you would have said so when the twins were screwing each other on your lap.” He smiled fondly at the memory. “Don’t you think?”
Releasing a shaky breath, Sean nodded.
“And you wouldn’t enjoy the feel of a man’s hands…like you are now.” Zach curled his fingers around Sean’s rock-hard shaft. He hadn’t lost his erection—not in the slightest. “You wouldn’t be this hard if you didn’t want this to happen.” Zach stroked his cock, squeezing just hard enough to steal Sean’s breath without hurting him. On reflex, Sean began to thrust through Zach’s fist. Zach smiled wider. “See? You want this badly. Your body does, anyway.” He leaned over and kissed Sean on the lips. “It’s something in yourmindthat’s keeping us from heavenly bliss.” With his free hand, he combed Sean’s short, soft strands. “Talk to me, Sean. It matters to me that you enjoy this experience to the fullest. I’m not so selfish that I just want to get off without any regard to your feelings. It matters to Gideon, too. I know there’s a lot of scuzzy porn bosses out there who are only in the business for the money, but that isn’t Gideon. Hecaresabout his boys…andanyboy who comes into his house.”
Sean had sensed that about Gideon the moment he met him. The man had instantly put him at ease and made him feel “safe” in his home.
“What were you thinking about just before you panicked?”
You’re taking dick! You fag!Sean averted his eyes as shame filled him. Not shame for wanting to be fucked by a man—but for the derogatory term “fag” that had jumped so readily into his head, as if hewouldbe ashamed to be gay. Yet, lying right here beside him was gay boy whom he found incredibly sweet and kind and desirable. Could he really look at Zach and think of him as afag?Did he think Zach was somehow less of a man or even less of ahuman beingbecause he was gay? Isn’t that what so many straight men thought? What Sean’s ownfriendsthought?
“I was…” Sean swallowed and forced himself to look at Zach, his shame deepening as he gazed into the beautiful boy’s warm, compassionate eyes. “I was thinking…I’m really taking dick…I’m a…fag.” He tensed, fearing Zach’s reaction.
Zach stared at him, unfazed. “Does that scare you? That you might really be gay? Or make you feel ashamed of yourself?”
“I…I don’t know,” Sean whispered and looked away. “Earlier, when the twins were going at it on top of me…and I was surrounded by all you guys…the thought of it didn’t seem so bad. But when I was right there, about to take your dick…I started thinking about…”
“Your friends?” Zach asked quietly. “Your life out there?”
Sean sighed. “Yeah. And it freaked me out to think of anyone I knew ever seeing this video. Especially my friends.”
“Your friends don’t like gay people?” Zach slid his fist up and down Sean’s dick, squeezing and massaging the head on each upward stroke. Sean quivered, and his cock drooled.
“I don’t know,” he rasped as he pumped his hips, driving his member through Zach’s hand. “They sometimes make jokes about gay men, but…I don’t know if they’re really just joking or if they’re actual bigots.”
Zach began to gently twist his fist as he worked it up and down Sean’s cock. Sean whimpered, his breath heavy and uneven.
“Real friends will accept you for who you are,” Zach said. “Those who don’t…then maybe…you’re better off without them. Hiding from yourself and others will eventually take its toll on you.” He smiled and kissed Sean. “Not that I’m implying you’re gay or anything…but just sayingifyou were.” His smile broadened.
Sean stared at him then laughed lightly. “Yeah,” he groaned. “Don’t know why you might think I’m actuallygay.”With that, he thrust his dick a little faster through Zach’s fist.
Zach grinned. “I don’t know, either.” He pumped Sean harder then slid down and swallowed his dick.
“Fuck,”Sean gasped. “Oh my God.” He grabbed Zach’s head. “Oh fuck…you suck cock so damn good.”
Zach moaned and sucked him harder, taking his dick into his throat again and again.
“Uuhh!” Sean clutched fists of Zach’s hair. “Oh fuck…fuck…yes…”His ass throbbed as Zach sucked him so hard he felt thepullall the way down through his balls and beyond. His hole began to flex, and his cock stretched inside Zach’s mouth. Was he really going to leave herewithoutgetting fucked?Really??
Zach moaned louder, his wet sucking sounds getting Sean hornier by the second.
“Oh fuck…” Sean gasped. “I’m ready…I’m so fucking ready…”
