Sean squirmed with the memory of his ‘first time’. “Felt weird at first, a little painful,” he murmured, his cheeks flushing a pinkish hue that Gideon found adorable. “But then…it started to feelreallygood. She was hitting something in there that blew my fucking mind.” His breath quickened just a bit and Gideon noted the slight swell in his crotch. “She made me cum without either of us touching my…” he shook his head, “I didn’t even know a guy could cum without direct stimulation.”
Gideon cleared his throat and smiled. “Oh yeah.”
“So, we did it a few times,” Sean said, growing more relaxed—and aroused—by the minute. “And after a while, I liked taking it more than giving it. I even bought a toy and…and started doing it to myself.” He faltered and blushed a deeper crimson when he realized how readily he’d admitted such things.
“Again, no need to feel embarrassed,” Gideon assured. “All the boys here, and likely most of our viewers, have used many different toys. It’s a natural first step when exploring a new sexual lifestyle.”
Sean nodded and resumed, relaxing against the sofa. “I started surfing gay porn websites, watching guys fuck each other. It…it really turned me on how hard they fucked. The girl I’d been with couldn’t fuck that hard.” He licked his lips, the light behind his eyes growing brighter the more he talked about his developing curiosity. “It kind of freaked me out when I started watching more gay porn than straight porn. And then thinking aboutgetting fuckedby men, instead of fucking women. I wanted to experience it for real—a real-life cock in my ass, you know? Just pounding me into the mattress. Know what I mean?”
Chuckling deeply, Gideon nodded. “Oh yeah, I know what you mean. We all do.”
Sean took a couple deep, shaky breaths. “But I was kind of scared. I didn’t want to end up with some guy who might decide to rape me.”
“Can’t be too careful,” Gideon replied sincerely. “That’s for sure.”
“Yeah, exactly. I wanted to be careful and smart about it but didn’t know how to go about finding therightman.” He shook his head. “I couldn’t ask anyone because, I mean, shit—I didn’t want my friends to know I was hunting forcock.”He laughed low. “Hell, I started thinking aboutthemfucking me—my own friends—and wished one of them was into it. But there was no fucking way I was going to ask.”
Gideon laughed. “Understandable.”
“Then I found your website and saw your post about the Curious Boys segment, and your invitation to all the curious boys out there. It was exactly what I was looking for—a controlled environment where I knew I would be safe. And, you know…hot guys with big cocks to do the honors.”
“That’s us,” Gideon grinned. “And that’s exactly why I wanted to do a segment like this. A lot ofstraightboys out there are curious, but to avoid being found out, they sometimes make bad—and dangerous—choices just to satisfy that curiosity. With us, they’re safeandthey get paid.”
“That was definitely a selling point for me,” Sean admitted with a laugh. “And, of course, all thefucking gorgeousmen on your website.”
Gideon was intrigued. Often, straight men who were simply curious about the sex, didn’t necessarily find other men attractive in the same sense that they found women attractive. Sean seemed able to appreciate another man’s appearance as well as his sexual prowess. He was eager to see the end result of this journey Sean was about to embark on.
“So?” Gideon dropped his foot to the floor and leaned forward, lightly smacking Sean’s knee. “You ready to meet some of the boys? Get to know them? Then you’ll choose which one gets the honor of fucking you.” He smiled and winked. “Sound good?”
Sean groaned, his face splitting with a grin. “Soundsgreat.”
2
Sitting on the sofa and simplytalkingabout why he was here, was one thing. It didn’t become a full-fledgedrealityuntil he walked into the rec room and was suddenly face to face with the boys of the house. Each set of eyes turned to him immediately, crawling up and down his body as if he were a feast to be devoured.
The first sliver of uncertainty worked its way in. Was hereallyready for this? Was it even something he honestly wanted to do? Sean had thought it all through thoroughly before ever coming here, but now all the sudden, the doubts were coming back. What if he freaked out when one of these guys shoved their dick in his ass? Playing with toys and watching porn wasn’t the same as doing it for real. He wasn’t actuallygay. Fucking a man in real life might bring that truth to the forefront in a hurry. And what if his friends found out? He didn’t want to think about that.
“Boys, I’d like you to meet Sean,” Gideon said. “Our very firstcuriousboy.”
Sean recognized some of the guys from the videos he’d watched. His eyes darted toward the two that were simply referenced on film as thetwins.He didn’t think they were actually related because, though they resembled one another in body type and hair and eye color, their actual features were quite unique to each of them. It was the twins who approached him first, flashing shy smiles while their hands were anything butshyas they lightly stroked his arms and upper body. They circled him slowly, caressing his lean muscles, sizing him up.
“You’re very handsome,” one cooed.
“Very,”the other concurred.
By nature, Sean wasn’t typically shy or nervous when meeting new people, but this wasn’t a typical situation. He was here to get fucked by aguy—there was nothing “typical” about that, not for him. He was one part uneasy about his decision, and one part excited—so much so that his jeans were growing uncomfortably tight.
Gideon watched the twins a moment, an amused smile on his face. “I trust you will all make Sean feel at home and help him get acquainted. And remember,hegets to choose his co-star. No pressuring him.”
The twins laid their heads on each of Sean’s arms and smiled sweetly. “Us? Pressure him? Never.”
Gideon chuckled. “Uh huh.” He addressed Sean. “I’ll leave you here with the boys to get to know everyone. Take your time in choosing your partner, we’re in no rush. I know this is a huge step for you.”
Sean nodded and looked at the other young men—all of whom were scouring him with hungry eyes. Was it safe to be left alone with them? That thought had a two-sided effect, stinging him with fear and a shot ofthrill.
One of the guys stepped forward when Gideon exited the rec room. “I’m Zach.” He held out his hand and Sean shook it. The guy was flawless and his eyes pulled Sean in and made his heart beat a little faster….his jeans grow a little tighter. Before his girlfriend had ass-fucked him, he’d never thought of men asbeautiful.Even now, his mind balked at the notion of thinking that. But it was hardnotto when staring into the perfect face of this particular porn star. “The boys are right,” Zach smiled. “You are very handsome.”
Zach kept hold of Sean’s hand and led him across the room to the sofa where the two of them sat down. The twins huddled together on the opposite side of him as they continued to caress his body. Their touch was light but incredibly stimulating though they veered away from his crotch, for now.
