Chapter Twenty-One
SADIE
“Good morning.” Ro leans over, whispering to me. “You ready for today?” I don’t even need to look up at him to know that he’s smiling down at me. Slowly, I open my eyes looking up at him and can instantly feel my nerves shaking.
“Not particularly.”
“Well, we don’t have to go.” He whispers and places a kiss right below my earlobe.
“No, I have to.” I vert my eyes to not look at him. I can tell that he wants to ask me why, but he doesn’t.
“Want to take a shower?” He asks causing a smile to pull up on my face quickly before I’m nodding my head.
He gets up, tugging me along, across the bed, behind him as he makes his way to the bathroom, flipping on the water to let it warm up.
He steps behind me and leans into whisper in my ear. “The first time I turned around and saw you just like this, watching me undress.” I can feel his breath against my neck, it causes a throbbing to start, as if I didn’t get my fill of him last night. What am I joking, I could fuck him all day and still want more. It’s as if he’s one with my body. “I wasn’t planning on getting in the shower with you, but I saw the way that you were looking at me and I couldn’t help myself. I had just enough to drink before I came in that you immediately had me hard.”
“You didn’t seem hard when you got in.” I whisper back up at him.
“Sadie, you were high at the time. I’ve been hard since the moment I saw you in J’s bed.” A smile pulls on my face, but I roll my eyes as well. “What, don’t act like your pussy hasn’t been wet for me since then either.” I drop my eyes, so I don’t have to look at him. “I swear Sadie it’s like you’re my goddamn dream girl. Every time I learn something else about you it just adds to the reasons of why I want you around.” His lips brush against my neck causing gooseflesh all over. “I don’t know how to do any of this.” He looks up at me in the mirror. His words tug at me knowing that after today his sentiments about me won’t be the same.
“You seem to be doing just fine at it till now.”
“You know what I mean.” His eyes cut towards me making me throb again. “Nightmare, I know exactly how to make you cum, what I don’t know how to do is make someone happy.”
“Does anyone?” I meet his eyes again.
“I have a lot of flaws. I’m going to make mistakes.”
“And so will I.” As soon as the words leave my mouth, he seems somewhat more reassured. “I don’t think anyone knows how to make anyone else happy. I think the best we can do is try our best for the other and hope it fucking works.” He smiles at me. Moving his hands towards me before he grips ahold of the top of my pants, pulling them down. Running his hands back up my body, underneath my shirt, and pulling it over my head as I reach down and push down his boxers as well.
He pulls me by my hands towards the shower. I cling to him as the water pelts us from each side, wrapping my arms around him, not wanting to break this moment and I fucking know that as soon as we go to my parents’ place that everything will be different. He’ll probably hate me. Find me a disgrace. Not want me here.
I pull away from him and look up, I’m not sure if there’s just water getting into my eyes or if I’m crying. “Nightmare.” He whispers, answering my question for me.
“Ro…” I trail not sure how to tell him.
“Sadie, shh… whatever it is… I’m sure it won’t change a single thing.”
“You say that now.” I whisper.
He doesn’t respond to me, instead he just leans down, and kisses me gently at first until he pushes me against the wall, pressing his knee between my thighs, separating them. He slips his hand down until he grazes my clit and I gasp. “Keep your eyes on me.” He growls at me. Immediately, I follow his commands. “Now don’t open your eyes until you’re about to cum. I want to watch you come apart for me, Nightmare.” He pushes his foot against mine, separating them further. I whimper when he removes his hand. “Do you trust me?” He asks it almost as if he desperately needing for me to say yes.
“Yes, Ro, I’ve trusted you since the moment I met you.”
“I never knew words could sound so goddamn good.” He whispers back to me, repeating the same words that he said the first time.
Kneeling down, he lifts up my leg exposing more of my pussy, closing my eyes and tilting my head back. The steam from the shoer makes it so I don’t feel his mouth until his tongue licks up my slit, causing my body to buck against his face, my eyes to close, and my head to tilt back as a moan comes out of me mouth.
“Sadie, Eyes.” He demands of me. My eyes popping open as I look back down at him, locking eyes as I can see him working his tongue against me, bringing me closer to a release that I so desperately need right now. Pushing a finger inside of me, I reach out, gripping onto anything that I can find in the shower to stabilize myself, but he presses my body against the wall with his free hand, keeping me from falling over.
Hooking his finger around as he presses against my inner wall causing my body to convulse as I reach down and scrap my nails along his scalp.
My legs almost give out, as my orgasm erupts, but he holds me up as he immediately pushes himself inside of me. My body continues to convulse through aftershocks of my orgasm, and he presses himself completely inside of me.
“Look at me.” He whispers. I open my eyes, looking up at him as I feel the kneading from the barbells inside of me and I stare into his eyes as he thrusts inside of me, slamming my hips back against the shower’s wall.
As the light shines from above us, I can see the gold flakes that are in his eyes. How at the angle the light is hitting them in they look three dimensional, like a funnel, sucking me into his soul. His eyes reflecting the joy that he’s feeling back to me.
