Slamming inside of me, I lie on the floor of the office, feeling my release growing. Somehow, as fucked up as it sounds, the surging emotions through us both driving us. Bringing us closer to the edge faster.
Or maybe we’ve spent so much time fucking the last few days that we have learned each other’s bodies.
My hands slide down his body as I look up at him and we both hesitate, staring from one to another as his hips slow. He leans his head down to mine and he kisses me softly, taking his time. It’s as if he takes in every ounce of me as he continues. His hand coming up and cupping my cheek, releasing my lips as he leans away and looks down at me.
His eyes lock with mine as he continues to thrust into me. I can’t look away and I’m certain that he feels as if he can’t either.
Somehow his constant stare causing my walls to tighten quicker than before. I feel like I should look away as if in this moment it’s too intimate. Like I should run away, but I can’t.
But I don’t want to.
My release is still growing inside of me. I see his nostrils flare as he can feel his release coming as well, trying to hold off until I am getting ready to finish… my fuccboi-gentleman.
Knowing this brings me even closer. He whispers out a fuck as I continue to stare up at him. He picks up his tempo, pushing into me harder and faster, as if he’s trying to fuck out any sort of feeling that he has.
I can’t control it as it engulfs me fully, erupting around him as he groans out, spilling out into me.
Collapsing onto the ground next to me, he sighs out, lying, just staring up at the ceiling with me.
I think I should feel bad that we just fucked after what we just watched, but I can’t, not at this moment.
“You were crying?” He finally whispers. I’m sure exhausted from his emotions coming over him. I’m not even sure if he realizes that he’s speaking as his eyes flutter shut.
“It was heartbreaking and what they said… the way… that was beautiful.” I answer.
He falls to sleep; I think, even before I’m done answering him. Looking over at him, I sigh. I know I shouldn’t be here still. I should get back to real life. Something inside of me just screaming for something.
Standing up, I look at the screen and sigh. The bodies are still lying on the sidewalk, one on top of the other, as the time ticks on. I can see the flashing lights on the screen as I exit out of the program and look at Zane passed out on the floor. My heart aching for him.
?
I wake up on the floor in the office, alone.
Looking around, I see that the computer was turned off and I stand up, straightening out my pants before I’m moving back towards my house.
I’m not surprised to realize that she left. Something about last night was probably just too much for her, but I’ll never be able to repay her for what she did for me last night. That she was actually there for me.
I think back to the videotape. The man shooting my dad point blank and killing my mom just to make her like a pawn in his fucking game.
Who ever he is, I will find him, and I will kill him.
I follow behind Ro out towards the desert, past Joshua Tree. Axe rides behind me. Not that he needs to follow anyone out here. I’m sure he knows the way better than we do. We veer off of the road and start trekking up the mountain. Until we reach a small cave, breeching the entrance, and continue to drive into the tunnel before it opens up and a large metal door sits in front of us.
I know where we are, but I’ve never driven here, and I haven’t been here in a long time.
“Purgatory is now yours.” Ro nods as he walks over to the keypad and punches in the number.
“Purgatory?” I ask.
“I think that was more of a club thing.” Axe says from behind us. “Your dad made sure we never called it that around you guys, because of…. Well…”
“Oh, what he have some concerns over how his kids knowing that they were born in what everyone called purgatory would have on them?” It’s mostly a joke, but I realize that’s probably exactly why he didn’t want us to know. They just turn and look at me, realizing for themselves that this could have affected us.
“It’s just a nickname for it.” Ro mumbles out, now uncomfortable.
“But your dad was one of the ones who came up with it.” Axe then says and Ro cuts his eyes at him. “What? It’s true. Him and Ace ended up building a lot, so they are the ones who started it.”
“Would seem fitting that his sons were born here then.” I laugh out, shaking my head.
