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Tristan arrives right on cue. He comes in quietly, the way he does everything, and he stands in living room with the rest of us. He doesn’t sayhow did this happen?orwhat were you thinking?He says nothing, he just finds Jack and puts a hand on his shoulder. Jack breathes for the first time in an hour.

This is Tristan. This is what he does.

“Is she okay?” Tristan asks. Not to Jack specifically. To the room.

“She’s angry,” Jack says. “Scared, probably, underneath the anger. She didn’t choose it.”

“No,” Tristan replies. “She didn’t.”

The room sits with that.

“She’ll feel the pull,” I warn. “The partial bond works in both directions. She may not understand what it is, but she’ll feel tethered to the territory. Maybe that’s why she hasn’t left yet.”

“Or she stayed because she wanted to stay,” Jack says.

I regard him.

“We talked for hours,” he explains. “Before. She wasn’t running from this place. She was—” He stops. “She was looking for somewhere to stop running.”

“And then you accidentally bit her,” Archer points out.

“And then I accidentally bit her,” Jack agrees, with the tone of a man flogging himself.

“We will handle it tomorrow,” I say. “You explain, she decides what she does with the explanation. We don’t push, we don’t crowd, we give her every option including the option to be furious.”

“She’ll still be furious,” Jack replies.

“Then she’s furious. That’s her right.”

I send them all to bed. It has been a long night. I stay in the living room and think about the partial bond. The way it arrived, complete and irreversible, the way it’s already changed things.

Jack didn’t plan this. I know this with the certainty of seven years of reading him. Jack plans very little and executes with great enthusiasm, but what happened tonight wasn’t a plan or execution. It was the deepest instinct of an Alpha recognizing something and responding before the rest of him was consulted.

Which means she is, even before any of us have laid eyes on her, even before the introduction and the recognition and whatever comes next, she is already partly ours. The pack bond feels it. The altered signal on Jack’s line, the new frequency humming through the edges of it. An Omega has entered our territory and left a mark on one of us, and the pack bond is already beginning to orient toward it.

Towardher.

Lola, who I have never met, who is asleep or awake and furious in Doris Harrow’s spare room. Who has a partial bond she didn’t agree to and a rage she’s entirely entitled to and—underneath that, Jack said—a woman who was looking for somewhere to stop.

Tonight, sitting in this empty living room with the crackling remains of the fire, I am reading the weather. It is not steady. It is not the low comfortable hum of a pack in its natural state. Something has entered the territory and the territory has already changed around it. Tomorrow we will meet her properly, and nothing after that will look like what came before.

The air moves differently. It has been moving differently, I realize, since midnight. Since the momentJack’s bond-line flared and the pack bond acquired a new signal at its edges. It’s only partial, incomplete, but still the beginning of something.

But beginnings are what they are. I’ve built enough things from the beginning to know what one feels like.

This changes everything.

Not the instinct. I’ve felt instinct before and I know how to hold it at arm’s length while I think clearly. Not even the pull, because pull can be managed. It’s the partial bond, humming at the edge of the pack line like a frequency we haven’t tuned to yet.

It’s Jack’s face when he saideverything.

It’s the fact that she’s still here. She’s still here, in a town she didn’t plan to stop in, in a territory she didn’t agree to, tethered by something that happened without permission…and she’s still here. That tells me something.

I’m going to think carefully about what it tells me.

And tomorrow, we will meet the Omega who changed it all.

Chapter 4