Page 15 of Surprise Me Always

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I look down at my drink, then back at him.

“This is a terrible idea,” I say and I’m not sure if I’m trying to convince him or me.

“Probably.”

“I mean it.”

“I know.”

“And you’re still suggesting it.”

“Yeah.”

I shake my head again, but there’s no real conviction in it.

Because the truth is—

I haven’t said no.

And that’s the part that unsettles me most.

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Ishouldn’t have asked.

That thought comes a beat too late to be useful.

I don’t do this. I don’t put things on the table without knowing what comes next. I don’t hand control of a situation to someone I met less than an hour ago and then sit back and wait to see what they do with it.

That’s not how I work.

And yet—

He’s still here.

Still sitting opposite me, turning the idea over like he’s trying to find the version of it that makes sense.

There isn’t one.

I knew that when I asked.

“This is a terrible idea,” he says.

“Yeah.”

“And you’re very comfortable with that.”

“I’m not fighting it.”

He exhales, rubbing a hand over his mouth.

“I don’t do thingslike this.”

“I know.”

“You don’t know me.”