Page 152 of Faking Forever With The Hockey Star

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His thumb brushes over my knuckles. “Not surprised. Grateful.”

The ceremony is beautiful in the way the best things are beautiful—not perfect, not polished, but full of feeling.

The pastor talks about love as a choice. A shelter. A promise made not only on the easy days, but on the hard ones, too.

I hold Ben’s hand and think of snowstorms. Of school parking lots. Of porch lights. Of the night I realized I was no longer trying to protect myself from love. Only Jillie.

And how somehow, impossibly, this man has made room for both of us.

When it is time for vows, Colby turns fully toward me.

His voice is low, rough around the edges.

“Sadie,” he says, and just my name in his voice feels like a vow already. “I used to think love was something people said when they didn’t know what else to do. Something pretty, maybe. Something fragile.”

His jaw flexes.

“Then I met you. And I learned love is showing up. It’s patience. It’s listening. It’s standing close enough to be trusted and far enough not to push. It’s making room for someone else’s fear without asking them to apologize for it.”

My eyes burn.

He glances briefly at Jillie who stands beside her mother, and his expression softens.

“And it’s loving the most important part of you as carefully as I love you.”

A sound moves through the church—soft, emotional, impossible to hide.

“I promise to choose you in every season,” he continues. “In winter, when things feel hard. In spring, when everything begins again. In every ordinary day after this one. I promise to protect your heart, not because you need saving, but because your heart is precious to me.”

He squeezes my hand.

“And I promise Jillie will never have to wonder whether there is room for her in our family. There is. Always.”

That is when Jillie starts crying. Which means I start crying. Which means half of Briar Cove follows, including the full front two rows of big burly hockey men.

My vows are not as steady, but they are true.

“I spent a long time believing love had to be measured carefully,” I tell him. “Like if I wanted too much, trusted too quickly, hoped too hard, I would lose something.”

His eyes stay locked on mine.

“But you never made me feel foolish for being afraid. You never rushed me. You simply stayed. You made ordinary things feel safe. You made my daughter laugh. You made my house feel less like a place I was surviving in and more like a home.”

My breath trembles.

“So, I promise to love you honestly. Bravely. Even when it scares me. Especially then. I promise to build this life with you one day at a time. And I promise that when the seasons change, when storms come, when joy surprises us, I will reach for your hand.”

His eyes shine.

“Because I know now,” I whisper, “I don’t have to do this alone.”

By the time the pastor pronounces us married, I am already crying too hard to look graceful. Colby does not seem to mind. He kisses me softly at first, sweetly, like he is sealing the promise between us.

And then he dips me backward, one arm securely around my waist as laughter bursts from both of us. The move is dramatic enough to make the photographer cheer and gentle enough to remind me he would never let me fall. His grin is pure happiness as he pulls me back into his arms, looking at me like winning the Stanley Cup could never compete with this moment.

Then the church erupts. Jillie cheers the loudest.

At the reception, Briar Cove fully loses its mind. There are flowers everywhere. A cake with slightly uneven frosting because Jillie insisted on helping decorate it. Children run across the lawn behind the church. Mrs. Bellamy directs guests like a general in pearls. Someone’s uncle is trying to teach half the town a line dance that no one understands.