Page 45 of Beneath Our Scars: The Later Years

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Luca moves lower, his curls brushing over Maceo’s stomach as he takes Maceo’s cock in hand. He strokes him slowly, almost reverently, and Maceo’s breath catches. I watch the way his jaw tightens, the way his fingers flex against my skin. He’s trying so hard to stay composed, even now.

I shift forward until I’m hovering over his face, one hand braced on the headboard. “Look at me,” I say. My voice comes out lower than I expect. “I want your mouth.”

Maceo doesn’t hesitate. He opens for me, and I sink into the wet heat of it with a quiet groan. His hands come up to hold my hips, steady and grounding, and for a few long moments there’s nothing but the slow drag of his tongue and the low sounds he makes when Luca takes him deeper.

It’s not frantic. It’s not about breaking him open. It’s about keeping him here, with us, until he stops waiting for the next threat.

When I can’t stand the distance anymore, I pull back and move down his body. Luca shifts to the side without being asked, one hand still stroking slow lines over Maceo’s chest. I reach for the lube on the nightstand and slick my fingers, then reach between Maceo’s legs. He’s already relaxed under our hands, but I still take my time, working him open with careful, patient strokes while Luca kisses the corner of his mouth and murmurs quiet things I can’t quite hear.

Maceo’s eyes stay on mine the whole time. That alone feels like more surrender than anything else he could give.

When I finally push into him, it’s slow. I watch his face as I sink deeper, watch the way his breath stutters and his hands tighten on the sheets. Luca stays close, one hand resting over Maceo’s heart, the other stroking his hair back from his forehead.

“You’re safe,” Luca whispers. “We’ve got you.”

I start to move, deep and steady, not chasing anything except the way Maceo’s body keeps opening for me. Every time he starts to tense, like he’s remembering he’s supposed to be the one watching the door, Luca kisses him or I lean down and bite gently at his shoulder until he lets go again.

It builds slowly. Not loud. Not frantic. Just the three of us, the sound of skin and breath, and the way Maceo finally stops holding himself so tightly wound. When he comes, it’s with a low, broken sound against Luca’s mouth, his body clenching around me in long, shaking waves. I follow right after, burying my face in his neck as I spill inside him.

Luca's draped across Maceo's chest when I can think clearly again, his cheek pressed over Maceo's heart and one hand resting low on his ribs. The blanket's been pulled over us at some point, though I don't remember which of us managed it. I'm tucked against Maceo's side with my face against his shoulder,one arm across his stomach, my own pulse still too quick but slowing under the steady weight of him.

For a while, none of us speaks. The room doesn't need it. Maceo's breathing is deep, almost uneven at the end of each exhale, and his hand moves through Luca's curls with a slow, absent tenderness that tells me he's still coming back to himself. His other arm's around me, heavy and warm, holding without bracing. That's the difference I feel first. He's not positioned to rise. He's not listening with his whole body. He's here because we put him here, and because he chose to stay.

Luca lifts his head enough to press a kiss to Maceo's temple. "We've got you," he whispers, and the words are soft enough that they don't ask anything from him.

Maceo's eyes open. He looks at Luca, then at me, and the expression on his face is stripped down in a way I don't see often. Not unguarded completely. I'm not foolish enough to think one night undoes years of instinct. But quiet. Held. His fingers slide into my hair and rest there, not directing, not checking, only touching because he wants to.

"You're still in the bed," I say against his shoulder, because my mouth's never learned how to leave tenderness entirely unarmed.

His gaze shifts to me. "You sound surprised."

"I'm relieved."

That keeps him quiet. Luca's hand moves over his chest, slow circles over the place where his heartbeat's finally stopped trying to stay useful. Maceo looks at the ceiling for a moment, and when the hallway creaks outside the door, his body tightens by habit. I feel it. Luca feels it. Maceo feels us feel it, and for one second I think he'll apologize.

Instead, he exhales and stays where he is.

Luca smiles against his skin. "Good."

Maceo's arm tightens around him, then around me, drawing us closer without turning the hold into a shield. I let him. My body's worn out, my heart still muttering complaints under my ribs, but the weight of Maceo beneath my hand feels like the first steady thing all day that hasn't asked me to solve it. Down the hall, the house settles again. No one calls for us. No alarm sounds. No footsteps stop outside the door.

I close my eyes and listen to him breathe.

The security logs'll still be there tomorrow. Dorian'll still have careful hands and cleaner words than he deserves. The fear won't be gone just because we've made one room warm enough to survive it. But Luca's asleep or close to it on Maceo's chest, and Maceo's under us instead of at the edge of the room, and for the first time all night, he doesn't move when the hallway makes another small sound.

He only holds us closer.

14

Luther

My phone vibrates against the surface of my desk just as the house begins to settle into the softer part of the afternoon.

For several seconds, I let it ring. The office is dim except for the lamp beside the contract files, and the rest of the house has gone quiet in the particular way it does when the children are somewhere between play and sleep. Beyond the door, Luca's voice moves through the living room in a low rhythm, reading something Rosalie's requested often enough that he nolonger needs to look at every page. Blake's upstairs, where he promised Grayson he'd rest for half an hour before opening another screen. Whether he's keeping that promise is a different question, but for now no one's calling my name, no one's crying, and the thin layer of peace in the house feels almost possible.

The phone continues to vibrate.

Victor Hale's name sits on the screen.