We laid there until Jimmy softened and slid out of my ass on its own. I felt myself leaking. Knowing I had Jimmy still inside me without him actually being inside, it made that feeling that was buzzing in my gut flower, full bloom.
It’s love.
I know it is.
I don’t need to confirm with anyone else.
I was laying there in a dreamy state when Jimmy lifted up off me, his eyes glazed over, probably matching mine. His hand brushes the side of my face, “Charlie,” throwing me off. He hadn’t said my name in, I don’t know how long. He kissed me, twice in a row, looked back in my eyes and said, “I love youwith all my heart. I didn’t know…” He choked, a tear shimmering down onto my chin.
Holy shit!
Holy fucking shit!!!
My lungs seized up. I couldn’t breathe.
A tear dropped from his other eye, rolling down his cheek. I caught it with a graceful swipe, my own eyes getting cloudy. I leaned up and kissed him.
When I fell back, he finished his thought with a gulp, “I didn’t know it would feel like this. That it felt this good or that I would want to be around someone all the time. I never want to be apart.”
I pulled his head down to mine and held it there. Sharing the quiet of his confession and emitting our feelings through each other. I kissed him again and pulled him away to make him look into my eyes that I know that he loves so much. “Jimmy,” my own tears finally breached the dam and flowed down my cheeks. “You couldn’t love me as much as I think I love you.”
The loudest laugh boomed out of Jimmy, catching us both off guard, making me laugh too. Then, there were three bangs on the wall, making us go instantly quiet. Jimmy bit his bottom lip, “Well, my neighbors have officially had enough of us.” He shook his head and gave me another simple kiss. “I love you, my honey.”
“I love you, more.” Giving him a little smirk.
He chuckled and got off of me, he got down close to my ass again, before asking out of concern, “You feeling okay?”
“I feel like something is missing,” I confess, leaning up on my elbows.
Jimmy nodded, taking his fingers and swiping his fluids, smearing the outside of my ass completely with a coating, before sticking the tip of his fingerback inside me. He was pushing what was still escaping back into me.
After he seemed satisfied with his task of marking my skin with his release with a hum, he held out his hand for me, “Come on, let's get cleaned up, before you completely empty me out of yourself all over the bed.”
I gave him my hand, and he guided me to the bathroom, where we cleaned and took care of each other before crawling back into bed, Jimmy curled around me, pressed against my empty ass, the clock now reading, two-forty-nine in the morning.
twenty-eight
Revealing Of Hearts
Jim
“What the fuck is this!”
Both Charlie and I jumped, startled awake by a wake-up call neither one of us was expecting. I had been curled around him again, peacefully holding the man I loved. After the most amazing night I have ever had.
Of course it couldn’t last.
I perked my head up over Charlie to look at the door where my best friend was standing. His eyes were bugged out, looking like they were ready to pop from shock. I didn’t know what to do. I wasn’t expecting to be caught or found out. I was locked in a staring contest, while Charlie was actually shaking in my arms. I started to caress him on reflexto calm him.
Finally, David snapped out of his freeze and repeated what woke us, “I asked, what the fuck is this?”
I glanced down at Charlie in my peripheral vision without fully turning my head, not wanting to lose sight of David in the process, out of some fear he would actually attack. He might be my best friend, but finding two men in bed together, wrapped around each other, would change things instantly.
“David, I’m sure you have questions,” I started calmly, not wanting to tease the bull, “but would you mind if we talked downstairs? I’ll be right down behind you.”
“Oh Jesus, are you naked under the covers!” The disgust all over his face added another layer of shit to the shock he was still holding. I attempted to sit up, but he stopped me, “Do not move, do not get up!” He held out his arm, hand out fully extended at the level of his eyes, while turning his head away like he was about to see me naked for the first time.
“First of all, I wasn’t getting out of bed until you gave us privacy to do so, and second, you are overreacting. You have seen me how many times in the showers? I understand the surprise you must be feeling but your immaturity is uncalled for,” wanting to make my point without escalating the situation, then it hit me that he was in my unit. “Wait,” actually sitting up, making sure Charlie was still fully covered and I was from the waist down, “how did you even get in?”
