“Yeah?” I forced a smile.
“Yeah. They have a real sense of community here. She even told me I can train to be one of the Equinox wardens. She thinks I have potential.”
“That’s nice,” I said, forcing the words past the tightness in my throat. “She didn’t mention that to me.”
“I’m sure she meant to. The wardens seem like a real force, you know. They actually use their powers every day. Like… they’re supposed to. Can you imagine? Instead of sneaking out into the woods, I could actually do something worthwhile.”
“Are you sure it’s wise? Releasing powers openly on the world seems a little – “
“Awesome?”
“Dangerous.”
“Sable said you’d probably think like that,” Jess said, almost apologetic. “It’s not your fault, Seph. You grew up… different. Not all powers are bad.”
“You’ve talked to her about me?”
“Well yeah. She’s worried about you, you know.”
I stepped back. “Is she,” I said clipped and cold. “What exactly did she say?”
“That you have a crush on them. On Kieran. Dev. Ash. I mean Ash kind of threw himself at you. But the others - K in particular – you don’t like him do you?”
I tried to smile. “I used to love him actually. But that was a long time ago.”
Jess gave me a sympathetic look. “You know that would get messy, right? Especially… all of you tangled up like that.”
“Why?” I asked softly.
“Because that’s not how this works here. They’re part of something bigger. Kieran especially. Elliot relies on them.”
I stilled my features. “And where do I fit in then? Did she tell you that?”
“She thinks it’s better for you to keep yourself safe. And… I kind of agree.”
“Safe?” I scoffed. “Jess, I’ve been safe most of my life. I wouldn’t mind a little adventure.”
“But what about the cost? Take it from me, Seph. Feelings and powers… they don’t mix well. When they do, people get hurt.”
“It’s not the same thing Jess – “
“But it is.” Her jaw tightened. “Listen. I just want you to know I’m here. As annoying as you are, I don’t want you getting hurt.”
“You and me both, Jess.”
“What is that supposed to mean?”
“I’m just saying — be careful who you put your trust in. You’re actually pretty awesome. I don’t want anyone taking advantage of you.”
Jess grinned. “No one would dare.”
I forced a laugh. “Right.”
Jess’s face softened and she patted my shoulder. I fought the urge to flinch.
She caught herself and frowned. “Sorry,” she muttered.
I shrugged, struggling to stay casual. “It’s fine.”
