If this is how it ends for me, then so be it.
The way his dick strikes deep inside me and his hand closes off my airway, it feels intoxicating. My eyelids flutter shut.
“Do you actually want me to kill you?” For the first time since we stood by the pool, pain shadows his face.
He loosens his hold. “Damn it, Serenity. I love you. I really fucking love you.”
He sounds like the boy I fell in love with. My arms wrap around his neck. “I know,” I whisper hoarsely.
“I’ll kill them all for you.” His chest rises and falls; he stills inside me.
He’s just as fucked up as me. And this is why Nico and I are the perfect couple.
I kiss his lips. “I fucked up, Nico. I deserve my punishment.”
His lips crush mine, bruising. I circle my hips as he drives into me relentlessly.
“I’m so sorry, Nico,” I murmur amid hungry kisses.
Still deep inside, he moves us to the bed. My back sinks into the firm mattress as his tongue tangles with mine. His hands pin mine above my head while we make love.
“You’re my everything, Nico. I love you so much. Thank you for loving me the way you do.”
His gaze locks with mine. “You’re the air I breathe.”
It knocks the wind out of me. “Baby, come inside me. Remember, we’re making a baby.”
He grins against my lips like I just made his year.
Nico releases my hands. He places one hand near my head and the other pushes my right leg near my head.
“Fuck, I miss this good pussy,” he groans.
I feel another shock wave hit my body. “Oh God, Nico, I’m coming,” I yell.
“Serenity,” he bites out as he jerks inside me, unleashing ropes of cum.
“This pussy is mine forever,” he growls.
I press a kiss to his lips, then wipe the sweat from his forehead.
“All I ever wanted was a family with you.”
His words catch me off guard. I force a smile that makes me feel awful.
He pulls out of me. “I’ll get you cleaned up.”
“I have to use the bathroom.” I jump out of bed and stagger into the bathroom on wobbly legs.
After locking the door, I sit on the toilet and relieve myself. When I finish, I turn on the shower. Still replaying his words, I sink to the shower floor and hug my knees to my chest. Tears mix with the falling water.
I’ve kept his child from him for four years.
Don’t get down on yourself, Serenity. How else could you keep Madden safe from your enemies?
Our son has never ventured beyond my grandmother’s home, confined to the backyard. Thankfully, her estate gives him plenty of space to roam. Maybe I shouldn’t bring him to the States until this war ends. But he’s never been separated from me for long.
“Just want you to know I can reach you. You took everything from me. You will pay.”
