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I grab her wrist before she gets two steps, and the contact detonates through both of us. A sharp spark tears up my arm the second our skin connects, hot enough to make her suck in a breath as I pull her back toward me. The bond surges wildly, reacting to the contact with absolutely no concern for timing or self-preservation.

“Easy,” I growl, my voice rough.

Her pupils blow wide. Hunger flashes across her face hard enough to make her tremble. “I can hear it,” she whispers.

The deer crashes somewhere deeper in the forest now, heartbeat frantic and alive against the dark.

“I know.”

Every muscle in her body stays tight beneath my grip, ready to run, ready to hunt. My wolf reacts instantly to the tension in her, instincts snapping into place with protective force.

Not fear for myself, but fear of what losing control would do to her afterward.

“Not yet,” I tell her quietly, tightening my hold on her wrist just enough to keep her grounded. “Stay with me, Charlie.”

Her eyes snap back to mine while the hunger fights hard for control. I see it happening in real time, the instinct to chase tearing through her while the bond between us pulls just as hard in the opposite direction.

“Controlyourself,” I demand.

Charlotte trembles once beneath my hand, then slowly, painfully, her fangs retract…

And she stays.

However, the afternoon goes considerably worse.

The meditation work creates a foundation but not a wall, and what a new scion needs, what the control we’re building requires, is the ability to hold that center under pressure, not in silence but when something is pushing, when the body’s survival instincts activate. When the hunger surges because the threat response has been triggered, and the only thing standing between the predator and an act it can’t take back is the discipline to keep one foot in rational thought while the rest of the body screams.

This is where lycan nature becomes relevant.

I call the growl up from somewhere beneath my sternum. This low rumble carries pack authority and territorial warning in frequencies that register below conscious hearing, reaching into the primal layers of any predator present and delivering a single unambiguous message,‘A threat is incoming, respond orretreat.’ My eyes shift, the gold bleeding bright, pupils narrowing to something less human, and I let the partial shift move through my hands, tendons reshaping, fingers extending slightly while the claws emerge, contained, controlled, enough to be visible and nothing more.

Charlie’s response is immediate and total.

She’s on her feet in a movement so fast it barely registers as movement, landing in a defensive crouch six feet from where she was sitting with her fangs fully descended, her eyes gone deep red. Her hands are positioned in front of her with the instinctive precision of a body rewired by its turning to know exactly how it wants to fight.

Then she actually looks at me.

The defensive posture cracks.

“What—” The word comes out wrong, stripped of everything except pure, unfiltered shock. Her eyes track from my face to myhands and back again, and the vampire readiness in her body wars with something much more human,bewilderment, the kind that arrives when a person realizes the map they’ve been using doesn’t cover the territory they’re standing in. “What are those?”

“Hold the position,” I say, keeping my voice level.

“Those are claws,” she says, as if I might not be aware of this. “You have claws. Your eyes are—” She gestures at my face, her expression trying and failing to keep pace with her brain. “They’re gold. Why are they gold?”

“Charlotte. Feel the hunger and stay above it.”

“I am significantly below the hunger right now because whatareyou?” The fangs are still descended, but she’s forgotten about them, all her attention locked on my hands with her focused disbelief recategorizing something in real time. “I mean, I felt the word wolf when I looked at you, but I thought that was just me being judgmental about how you look, not an actual possibility—” She stops, then starts again. “Are you even human?”

“No.” The bluntness of it lands on her like a physical weight.

“No,” she repeats. “Okay. Okay, so… not human.” Her voice has taken on the controlled quality of managing an internal situation by narrating the external one. “I’m a vampire, you have claws and gold eyes, which means…what does that mean?What are you? Are there more? Is that why you smell so good? How many things are walking around out there that I’ve been sharing a planet with and had absolutely no—” She cuts herself off and pivots. “The men at the compound. The ones on motorcycles. Are they—”

“Focus, Charlie.”

“I am flipping focused… I’m focused on the fact that apparently everything I understood about the world was spectacularly, completely wrong, andyouhave claws,” she says,with impressive composure for someone whose voice has gone up half an octave. “I’d like to register thatthisis a lot of information to process while also fighting the insatiable urge to bite you.”

“Then fight it. Five more seconds.”