Page 54 of Mint to be His

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His voice was deep and carried across the frozen clearing like a blade.

The word hit Phoebe's chest a full second before its meaning did.

Mate.

Said deliberately. Said publicly. In front of every person Thorne had ever known.

Gavin Hale looked at Phoebe.

Something broke behind his eyes as the world he’d built in his head fractured around him.

"Phoebe?" he said. "Tell me it's not true."

He tried to step toward her. His feet didn't move. The frost had climbed his boots and locked them to the ground. Ice as thick as glass welded his soles to the stone, and he looked down at his own feet with a bewildered expression.

Phoebe pulled her arm free and stepped back.

Finn and two other officers who had arrived closed in with professional efficiency. Finn's frost mingled with Thorne's on the ground, his young face set and serious, and his hands steady despite the anxious ice crystals crackling along his collar.

Gavin Hale didn't struggle.

The fantasy had collapsed, and the woman he loved had vanished. He stood blinking in the cold air with the disoriented expression of someone surfacing from a dream. His eyes found Phoebe's one last time as security guided him toward the edge of the clearing. The last thing Phoebe saw was the frost on his coat catching the Pine's bioluminescence before he was gone.

The clearing settled.

The frost on the ground was already thinning at the edges where Kaelor's warmth reached it, the ice pulling back from the roots and the stones in slow retreat. Ember's hand had found Kaelor's, and their fingers were interlocked, her small hand disappearing in his massive one, and neither of them was looking at the lane where the stalker had gone. They were looking at Phoebe.

Everyone was looking at Phoebe.

And Phoebe was standing ten feet from Thorne with the wordmatestill reverberating in her chest. But her fear was doing what it had always done: performing doubt before the evidence could land.He said it to scare him. He said it because it was tactically useful.

Except.

She looked at his face.

There was no lie in it.

He crossed the frost-covered ground. His boots cracked through the ice layer with each step, and the cold radiating off him dimmed as he walked. It wasn’t disappearing, just pulling back, becoming something closer to the cold she knew from the walks home, from his hand on her back, from his mouth on her throat in the dark. He stopped in front of her. Close. Close enough that the temperature rolling off his body settled against her flushed cheeks and her parted mouth like a touch.

"I am sorry." His voice was rough. Lower than she'd ever heard it, stripped of every layer of formal precision. "Telling you to take the contract was the biggest lie I have ever told."

She didn't move.

"I chose to let you go because losing you on my terms felt safer than being left again." His jaw worked. Frost crept along the ground from where he stood, reaching toward her feet, and he didn't stop it. "I made the decision for both of us, and I called it love.

"And I lied to you one other time. The morning Selene’s message came, you asked what it was. I saidnothing, and my truth-sense caught the words before they had finished leaving my mouth. She came back for one season, for a posting. She found me outside the rehearsal studio to say goodbye, and that is the whole of it, and you should have heard it from me the day it happened instead of inside an apology."

His eyes were on hers, ice-blue and raw.

"Stay, Phoebe. Please stay."

The wordpleasein his mouth reached even further in her chest than the mate claim.

"I signed the contract." Her voice came out hoarse. "Passage is booked. I have a career that lives on Earth. A life I built there. I don't know how to make those things fit inside a planet at the edge of space."

He was quiet.

The Pine's light shifted above them, the canopy responding to whatever it read in the clearing's emotional register. The vanilla snow fell around them both, catching the bioluminescence as it drifted, each flake lit briefly before it landed on the frost.