“I gotta pull out,” he said.
He eased out of me, but I felt like he was pulling the air out of my lungs at the same time.It took me a while to get a hold of myself.
“Okay?”he said.
“Yeah.”It took a huge effort to talk.
He got the condom off, and went to the bathroom.After a minute, I got up and followed him because I really needed a shower.I came in behind him.He was washing his hands at the sink.
“Hey,” I said to him in the mirror.
He smiled.“Hey.”
I came up behind him and put my arms around him.
“Did it hurt?”he said.
“No.I feel like I’ve been gut punched by a fur-covered boxing glove, but it didn’t hurt.”
“Was it okay?”
I laughed.“Yeah.I shot myself, if you hadn’t noticed.”
He turned around in my arms and held onto me.
“I feel different,” I said.
“How?”
“I can still feel you inside me.”
“Is that good?”
“Yeah.”
“Best thing to do now is have a hot shower,” he said.“It’ll loosen your muscles.Then sleep.”
“The best thing to do is keep holding you.I’m in fucking heaven right now, and you’re my honey kid angel.”
I kissed his forehead, his nose, and then his mouth, and he leaned into me.
“Sorry,” I said.“I’m getting my come all over you.”
“Yeah,” he murmured.“It’s nice.”
I laughed.“I gotta take a shower.”I eased him away from me reluctantly.
The bathroom was freezing, but he was right about the shower.The hot water loosened me up.My legs were like rubber, and I could still feel him inside me, like he was there with me.When I got out of the shower, I joined him in the living room under the blankets by the fire, and he cuddled me.I’d noticed he was sensitive to the cold, and I was warm from the shower.I rested my head on his shoulder, and he caressed my forehead with his fingertips.
“You smell like wood smoke,” I murmured.
“Pretty sure that’s the fire.”
“When we buy our own cottage, it’ll have a bigger fireplace than this.”
“Got it all planned, huh?”
“Uh-huh.It’s gonna have a tap studio with a sprung floor, so I’ve got a whole room to practice in, not just a board.And there’ll be mirrors on all the walls and cameras so I can record my routines.”
