“Shit!”
Now I really did want to cry. He didn’t want me. I waited for him to pull away, and when he did, I knew I was going to cry.
“Do you want me to stop?” He sounded like he was gritting his teeth.
I quickly responded, “No. No. I want this. I just….wanted to make sure you knew…...in case…...in case…..I’m not good.” My voice dropped off into a whisper.
Onyx sighed. “I will make sure it is good for both of us, hon.”
I felt myself relax a little. I waited, as Onyx still hadn’t moved yet.
“Onyx, are we still going to….you know…….”
He chuckled. “Yes hon, just, just give me a second. You being a virgin is quite…...quite a shock.”
I felt cold. “Is that a bad thing?”
“Honestly, I feel honored to be your first.”
I giggled. “Well, I hope you’re still honored after we’re done.”
He chuckled again. “You really are not what I expected, Dreya.”
“I hope that’s a good thing?”
He didn’t respond. Instead, he started to slowly push into me with his very thick and very hard cock.
I was curious as to if it was really that big, or if it was because I was a virgin and this was my first time.
My focus was ripped back to the current moment as I felt pain. He would stop and let me adjust, but each time he pushed in, it ignited more pain. Was this all it would be? Just pain? Once he was fully in, he sat there, his forehead resting on mine.
“I’m going to start moving, slowly, then I will pick up the pace.”
I whispered, pained, “Okay.”
“It will feel better soon. Just hold on.”
“I trust you, Onyx.”
He tensed, but then began to move as he said, slowly. After a few slow thrusts, he began to pick up the pace, and the pain eased off as the same feeling I had earlier with his finger came back. But this time, it was a stronger feeling, and it built up quicker. His movement came quicker, more erratic. He was breathing heavily and grunting.
“Dreya, I need you close.”
I didn’t know what that meant, but that feeling before the little explosion earlier was building again.
“I...I….I’m feeling…..feeeling….it….”
“Thank goodness.”
He grabbed me aggressively and began pounding into me at a faster pace, as I was moaning and calling out, then I felt that little explosion again as I screamed. Was that normal?
Onyx kept moving, until I heard him yell out, “Yes!” He thrust a couple more times, then dropped on me. He was practically crushing me, when he jerked back.
“Shit, sorry Dreya.” He pushed back slowly, and out of me, making me whimper, then he rolled to the side.
I laid there, wanting him to hold me, but didn’t think I had the right to ask. But after laying there for a few minutes, catching my breath, he suddenly grabbed me and pulled me in to him. I felt relieved and snuggled into him.
That was the scariest, yet best night of my life.
