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druunckkk and ducking miss yuo. I miss that dumbass stepbrother of urs too but wen I look at him I see the three of us togethr and it hurts too much. Its easier to be mad at him.

I told Remy I get the whole not wanting to move on thing. He told me we have to. I said I’d delete both of your numbers. I lied.

I got in a fight with my father at graduation. He tried to use Lilly to guilt me into coming home. Then he blew up saying I tarnished his name and I’m a stain on the family. Go me.

This town sucks.

I got my tongue pierced! Hurt like a bitch.

You’d love my roommate. Her name is Melody and omg she’s so funny.

Is it weird that her and I kiss sometimes when we’re drunk?

Well. We fucked.

I tried. I really tried. She’s gorgeous and hilarious and amazing in bed, but every time I’m with her, I think of you and Seba. It’s not fair to her. It kills me. So I broke it off with her. And now I need to get shitfaced.

4 margs not enuff. Still miss u.

I called Seba. He answered for once. Told him I’m miserable and it’s all his fault.

Be proud of me, I went a whole six months without texting you.

Today marks 2 years since the three of us were together. Nothing has felt right since.

I thought I saw you on campus. It nearly killed me. I’m gonna get drunk now.

you haunt me.

Someone left flowers for me again this year. Kinda creepy. But kinda sweet too. Is it from you? Probably not but I’ll pretend it is.

When will I stop missing you?

Whenever you show up in my dreams, I hope it’s a sign that you’re coming back to us.

I went to an FMU game today. Seba played well but he looks miserable, if I’m being honest. I don’t think he’s smiled since you left. Without you, we’re empty.

No matter how many years go by, I can’t forget you. But it’s past time that I let you go. I can’t go on like this forever. I can’t. It’s killing me. If you’re out there, please know you hold my heart. Goodbye, Cade Warren.

I’ll always love you both. (Not Delivered.)

The Indentured Son

SEBA

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