His legs spread wider as his hand strokes faster, shifting his hips up like he can’t sit still. “Pretend I’m under your desk. My hands cup and squeeze your ass as I bring you to my mouth.”
A sound comes out of my mouth I can’t translate, but I’m past caring.
“I start slow, licking all around, teasing. That’s my tongue exploring and tasting you.”
My head drops back and my eyes shut as I imagine exactly that. It’s his tongue dipping in and out of me.
“You taste so good.”
“Nathaniel.” I move faster and faster. It’s not enough; it’s not him.
“I can’t wait to taste you.”
“Oh my God,” I gasp. My heels scramble for purchase as the chair slides back against the wall. He can see all of me. It’s so dirty and good.
“Come, Julia, let go.”
“I—”
“Let go. I need to see it.” It’s a gruff demand.
“Nathaniel. I—”
I open my eyes and his hand flies over his cock.
He finds my gaze, forcing me to keep my eyes open when he says, “I can’t wait to curl my finger into you while I suck on your clit.”
It’s too much. This man, so professional and decent, telling me his dirtiest thoughts. I can’t take it. I fall over the edge, tensing so my hips rise out of the chair. I try to hold on as I clamp around my own fingers. I hold in a scream, but only barely.
“Fuck. You’re so fucking hot,” I hear him say as I come back to my body.
I’m panting and damp when I open my eyes. My skin is glowing but I didn’t go off, not in the dangerous way.
He’s jerking himself so hard and fast I think it must hurt. I watch in wonder, my body coming off its high. He grabs a tissue from my desk and covers himself just as he cries out, “Fuu—”
We sit breathing heavily, just smiling shyly at each other. Eventually we straighten ourselves and clean up.
“Well,” I say. “That was a first for me. Obviously.”
He chuckles. “Me too. Julia, I need—”
A frantic knock breaks him off. “Julia? Are you still in? Have you seen Nathaniel?” It’s Kate.
Reality crashes into us. We straighten at once and look around the office for evidence of what we just did. Frantic. Rushing.
I sway when I stand too fast to go to the door. I glance to him and mouth, “Am I okay?” gesturing to my state of appearance. He nods and smooths a shaking hand through his hair.
On impulse I quickly peck him on the cheek. He blinks a dumfounded little smile and I can’t help but grin.
But then I open the door and my heart falls.
“Something happened to the machine,” Kate says, face pale, as soon as I open the door.
I open the door wider so Kate can see Nathaniel behind me. Her brows furrow for a flash, then she says to him, “We need you at the lab.”
Nathaniel and I share a worried look before he races down the hall to the lab.
Once he’s gone, I can’t help but feel the first tinges of regret. Things are happening outside our control. I still have to leave. This is all we could ever have and it would never be enough.
I lean back against the door and close my eyes, taking a steady breath.
Not much longer, little jewel.
