“We’ll go slow,” he said.
I nodded and tried to relax back.
“I’ve got you.” He bent to kiss me again, hovering just where he was until my muscles relaxed again and the need to be filled surpassed anything else.
Inch by inch, my body made room for him. When he finallypushed to his hilt, we both gasped out.
“You’re so good. You’re doing so good,” he whispered.
Heat suffused me with his tender praise. My body clenched to take him deeper, spurring him on. His words came faster, more muffled and frantic. “You are so incredible. You feel so good, you know that? You’re so hot and wet and perfect for me.”
My head pushed back into the pillow, and I gripped his hard ass as I met his demanding pace. I pushed us faster, loving how good he filled me, sliding in and out of me. Our frantic breaths filled the air, the sounds of our bodies colliding.
“I’ve wanted this for so long,” he said. “I’ve wanted to fuck you so hard. I’m going to take you again and again. I’ll never have enough.” On and on, he spoke all the dirty little things I never knew I needed to hear. He held my gaze and pressed his forehead to mine, sharing my breath as we pushed higher and higher. It was so intensely beautiful I broke away, clenching my eyes shut as sensation ratcheted me up. He filled all my senses as deeply as his hard cock filled my core.
I coiled tighter and tighter.
“Yes, just like that. So good. So perfect. Gorgeous.”
His hand slipped between us and slid against my swollen bud. It was the final push I needed to crash into my orgasm. I screamed out, vocal for the first time, as wave after wave passed through me.
Above me, Levi continued with his praise, his hips jerking more erratically after waiting for my final pulse.
“Fuuu—” he called out, and hot pulses spasmed into me.
He stayed in me a minute longer. We both remained quiet, me certainly in a state of bliss. Occasionally, an aftershock would pulse through me, clenching him. He’d groan and mumble something about killing him as he pressed up into me, still hard even now.
It was too good. It was so unbelievably, bone-meltingly good.
I never thought it could be like this. My rational mind always thought people exaggerated the connection that came with this level of intimacy. I’d had tastes of it when he got me off with his fingers and tongue, but this connection was next level. Primal. With him rocking inside me, holding my gaze, as some tender emotion pulled at his brows, I was connected to every atom of my being. I’d never been so in touch with my body or this level of emotion.
I might not ever be able to process this. Too many new things were happening inside my body and mind. It was more than this incredible physical connection that I shared with him after never experiencing anything even close before. It was how he doted on me time and time again. How he took care of me and understood my needs long before I did. How he made looking after me, knowing me, being with me so effortless. He made it seem as though I wasn’t strange or a burden to be born. I couldn’t understand it. It didn’t match up with my experiences so far, and it didn’t help me understand the future. It was wild, unventured lands.
Even after I slipped away to use the restroom and come back, Levi’s touch was confounding in the multitude of feelings that it brought with it.
Wasn’t this supposed to just be for fun? It was fun. But why had that felt so heavy, or maybe deep? Why wasn’t I able to just crack a joke and move on?
What the hell was I going to do now? Where were the rules that would help me understand this intimacy?
Chapter 28
Levi
By dinnertime,both of us were boneless with exhaustion. Thankfully, we could microwave some leftovers because the idea of cooking was too much for either of us.
Not that I was complaining. It had been the best day of my life. And that wasn’t an exaggeration.
After we refueled, we decided to read in silence by the fire, nowhere to be, and enjoying the light falling snow outside.
Peace settled over me for the first time in a long time.
“What was that big sigh for?” Claire asked, looking up from her book and wiggling her feet that were tucked into my lap.
“I don’t know.” I shrugged. “It was good, though. Contented.”
She smiled full dimples. “Good.” She closed her book and looked out the large windows facing the trees. “Man, it’s reallycoming down.”
“Guess you’re stuck here for a few more days.”
