What would she say about what I’m getting ready to do? What would she think when I tell her she will never see the baby she’ll witness growing in my belly? When she’s old enough to understand, will she judge me for doing what I had to do in order for us to survive?
CHAPTER 17
REASON
With Saje’s legs wrapped around my waist and her nails digging into my back, I hammered into her moist center. I grabbed her neck as she gripped my dick with her pussy muscles. It had been a week since I returned from L.A., and it was the first time we had alone time in a while. So, my mission was for Saje tofeelhow much I missed her.
“Reason, baby… I’ve missed this big, luscious ass dickkk…” She moaned and gyrated her body while I was still deep inside her flesh.
“And I’ve missed bustin’ in this pussy…”
Sex talk only intensified our session.
“Turn that ass around and fuck me back, beautiful.”
Saje speedily flipped over, positioned herself, arched her back, and shoved my dick back inside her. That fat ass slammed into my pelvis, making me brick up more. I preferred being in control, but sometimes I let her shine and do her thing. She rotated, rocked her shit back and forth, and sucked the nut right out my dick.
“Gahdamn, woman…” I bit my bottom lip as I filled my wife up.
“Fuck, Reason!” she sexily cried. Juices squirted out of Saje, drenching my meat.
She collapsed under me, breathing heavily.
Deciding to reverse the roles, I weakly got out of bed and headed to the restroom to get a warm, wet wash rag. I went back into our bedroom, spread her legs, and wiped my baby clean. When I was done, she lay on her side and closed her eyes.
I had to go into the office today, but I needed to talk to her before I left.
“Beautiful, we gotta talk about where we are with the surrogacy process.”
“My love, can it wait?” She slowly rolled over to face me.
“No. We haven’t had time to talk since I came back from L.A., and I need to update you.”
“I trust you. You don’t have to update me on every detail.” She sleepily rubbed her eyes.
This kind of caught me off guard. I was starting to notice Saje hadn’t asked much of anything since the surrogacy decision was made.
“Are you not interested anymore?”
“Uh, yes. Why would you say that?”
I stood next to the bed, hovering over her. “Whenever I try to update you on the progress, you seem to shut down.”
Saje lazily sat up and looked at me. “I’m not shutting down, babe. I’m still processing everything, you know. You told me you understood.”
“I do understand. I just thought by now you’d show a little more interest. Or want to know what’s going on.”
I sat next to her, and she instantly rubbed my back. “Reason, I know you would never lead us astray. I’m used to you being in control, and this is just another situation I’m allowing you tohandle. I trust you, husband. I know you’ll always make the best decisions for us.”
“Damn, baby. You hit a nigga deep in the heart with that one.”
“It’s true. I can’t even think of one time you’ve ever led me… or us in the wrong direction.” She blinked back tears.
“Saje.”
“Yes?” Her eyes were glued to mine.
“We found a surrogate.”
