His brows dropped, staring at her as she came closer, and then she touched his chest with both hands, and the air burst out of his lungs. His heart fucking raced up against his ribcage, and his hard cock got even stiffer by her proximity as her sweet vanilla scent assaulted his nose.
“Hear me out, Sebastian, okay? Don’t interrupt.”
He couldn’t say a word because his sunbeam pressed her thumb to his lips like that sip of beer had given her a bucket load of confidence.
Air left his lungs in hollow bursts.
“I know I’m flat-chested compared to those other women.”
Her tits were perfect, an ideal mouthful.Fucking shut up, idiot. If he let his thoughts unleash now, there would be no holding back from taking her. Making her his forever.
“But I know stuff, Seb. And I can learn. You can teach me everything you like.”
His head nearly exploded at the top and sprayed his brains all over the fucking place.
What the fuck was she saying to him?
She was not offering herself on a plate for him to teach her how to fuck, was she?
Without thought, his mind was spiraling with lust and anger; he grabbed the top of her arms and pushed Sunny away.
How the fuck dare his sunbeam treat herself like this?
She was goddess-level, and he was dirt because his heart had changed toward her, and he couldn’t hold it back much longer. Had she seen something in his eyes, and now she thought he wanted her to be his bit of stuff to use?
“You must know how I feel about you, Seb. I could be everything you want if you teach me. Sinner and the rest of the groupies have experience, but that means nothing when I’ll be more enthusiastic than they are. I could be a better club girl for you.”
Seb’s world imploded at every corner.
She offered herself on a silver platter, offering him everything he’d wanted for far too long. A supernova of lust blasted him between the eyes until he had to swallow his immediate groan.
And yet, somewhere, amid the fog of his walloping heart and the tight squeeze of his balls, the urge to fuck, and the need to yank Sunshine into his chest and never let her go, he hated hearing her talk about herself that way.
Like she thought all she deserved was a fast fumble by nameless hands, and then forgotten about.
That wasn’t how he wanted her.
She waspreciousto him, more than anything in the world.
His control snapped, and she winced at how tightly he was holding her arms. He unleashed a torrent of words, unaware of what he was saying.
His dick was so fucking hard the blood must have drained out of his head to rush down to his groin.
“Don’t ever fucking say shit like that to me again, Sunshine. Do you hear me? Never again. Have some goddamn respect. You’re worth more than what you’ve just put on me. I’ll try to forget you said it. You do the same.”
Instantly, her eyes filled with tears, and she made a sob-like noise from her throat that he’d never forget hearing. He felt the guilt like a physical punch, playing back his words. He heard them just like Sunny would’ve, and Seb frowned.
Fuck. Fuck! That wasn’t how he meant to say he wanted to worship her.
She’d ruined his carefully planned timeline, and now he was without an anchor because she’d taken the gravity out of his world, and he couldn’t fucking think clearly.
His sanity vanished, realizing his mistake and the harsh way he’d spoken to her, but she wouldn’t come back into his arms, pushing his hands away; she had tears streaming down her face like he’d broken her heart open.
“Yeah, okay, Sebastian.” She said with a hitch in her voice.
“Sunny…”
“No, I don’t want to talk to you. I’m done humiliating myself for your attention. Go screw who you want, gang bang all of them. I no longer give a fuck.”
