I grind against him hard, pulling his shirt off.
Turning us, Holden wraps my legs around his waist then gets to his feet, carrying me to his bed. He lies me down, then hovers over me, completely naked. We both pause, catching our breath. I reach for his face and pull him in for a kiss.Don’t stop,I plead silently, pulling him on top of me.
I still don’t trust where this is heading, or even if there’s a future between us, but right now, I can’t say no to this. I want him. All of him.
Holden grinds his hips down as the kiss deepens. I arch up to meet him. Holden groans, sliding a hand down my side to my hip, then under my ass, lifting me. He rocks slowly, kissing and sucking on my neck.
Then he moves lower.
“Tell me this is okay,” he breathes as he kisses just below my belly button.
I fist the sheets. “Holden.”
“Tell me, Kor.”
He kisses the head of my cock through the lace, still watching me. When he sees my scar on my thigh, he turns to kiss along it. With one hand, he curls the fingers under the waistband of my panties, waiting.
I struggle to draw breath, heat and electricity burning through me.
He teases the sensitive head again with his tongue, gently sucking through the underwear, making me shudder. “Tell me I can taste you.”
I nod. “Y-yes.”
18
HOLDEN
Istruggle to tear my gaze away from Korie as I tug their underwear down. Their erection bobs proudly, purple head slick with white liquid. I curl my hand around the base and stroke, licking the slit.
Korie curses.
I glide one hand up their smooth legs. Korie is trembling, whether from nerves or euphoria, I can’t be sure. I take them all the way down my throat, until my nose hits warm skin. Korie arches their back, heels digging into the mattress. They spread their legs, bucking up like they want to thrust. I suck them hard, coaxing them until they fuck my mouth.
“Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck!” they mutter.
Our eyes meet as I hollow out my cheeks, and they curse again.
“Holden!”
I move lower, sucking on their balls. Korie tries to jack themself, but I bat their hand away.
“Don’t you dare. I’m having fun.”
Dropping their head back to the mattress, they groan. “You call this fun? This is torture.”
I chuckle and run a tongue along the vein on the underside of their cock.
They curse again.
I’ve always known, from overhearing Korie with other partners, that they were a loud lover. But hearing it now, being the one to draw the noises from them… it’s wrecking me in the best possible way. Every needy whimper, every groan is gasoline to the fire. All I want to do is find more ways to pull those sounds out.
A nagging thought in the back of my mind breaks through the lust. I should have more control. Slow down or even stop.
But that moment is long gone.
I’ve never been this hard or this turned on.
Lifting their ass, I slip a finger up the crease. When I touch their hole, Korie cries out. I tease their rim with my thumb as I suck their cock.
