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‘Yeah, I think I’ve made my choices, but I want to think about it a bit more.’

‘What does that mean?’ asks Kira.

‘Well . . . I really enjoyed helping my parents out inThrifted Firstthis summer. I started embroidering some items to upcycle them, and they’re selling really well. I’ve even started making my own dresses . . . I guess it’s been cool to learn about the business side of things, how to do it practically.’

‘You should study Business,’ says Kira, excitedly. ‘I don’t think you need to have done the A level for it. Let me look it up.’

As Kira starts googling entry requirements for university courses on her phone, Faye and I make eye contact in the rear-view mirror and share a smile. We both know Kira’s pushes come from a place of love, even though they’re not always helpful.

Eight

And they ride their bikes

In the middle of the night

Down country lanes

Under starry lights

And she knows – that’s how the story goes

‘How The Story Goes’ fromThe Brink of Teenage Freedom

My first class of the year is English Literature. My safe zone. I’m also taking History and French, but I’m most happy when I’m reading and writing about stories. I know this probably means I should be looking at English Literature for uni, but there are so many options: English Literature, English Literature and English Language, English Language, English Literature and French. Then the English tangential courses: Journalism, Creative Writing, Linguistics, Publishing.

The choice is overwhelming. And I guess I don’t feel strongly enough about any of them right now to commit for the next three years. But I’m hoping as I get closer to the deadline, I’ll have a revelation.

I head to class and sit in my preferred spot: second row. Closeenough to see what’s going on, but not look too keen.

Tori Corner sits in front of me. Tori is a lot like Kira, if Kira was annoying. She is the top student of every class I’m in (we share English and History); she answers every question first, leaving no one else a chance to give an opinion; and she has a general sense of superiority, which makes it impossible to argue with her.

Granted, I’m not a fan, but at least she and Kira are in separate classes for everything now, because during our GCSE years they were almost ripping each other’s throats out with how competitive they were.

Today, she smacks down a ringbinder with about a hundred different coloured tabs poking out. Who even uses ringbinders any more?

‘What’s that?’ says Farah from the desk over, which I know is exactly what Tori wants to be asked, considering she’s made such a display of it.

‘Oh, it’s all my plans forThe Common Room,’ says Tori, flicking back her hair. ‘I’m the editor this year.’

I shake my head. As soon as Tori found out she was the editor of our school newspaper, at the end of last year, she wouldn’t stop going on about it. Clearly this hasn’t changed over the summer. If the ringbinder’s anything to go by, she’s got more obsessive.

‘I’m still on the fence over whether to apply for Journalism or straight-up English,’ says Tori. ‘Although my mum’s friend is an editor atThe Chronicle,so he’s going to give me some advice next week.’

Tori’s mum is some kind of well-connected exec in London who, according to Tori, seems to know just about any person you name. I’m sure if I wanted to meet the King, Tori’s mum could arrange it.

‘I thought I was dead set on Journalism, but Mum is concerned it’s not prestigious enough,’ says Tori, very seriously. ‘But all Iwant is to be an on-the-ground reporter breaking big stories. With a Pulitzer Prize someday. And whatever will get me there is what I will do.’

While I’m googling what the Pulitzer Prize is (it’s a Journalism award apparently), Ms Harkness walks in.

Ms Harkness is also one of the reasons I love English. She’s younger than the average teacher and always dresses boldly: today she’s wearing a flowy black dress and a leather jacket.

‘The Great Gatsby,’ says Ms Harkness, walking around the room. ‘Is the book we’re studying this term. I hope you’ve all read it.’

I finished it a couple of days ago. It has a depressing ending, which is what I took away from it.

We start discussing the novel, going through themes and other devices. I enjoy the discussion, but mostly it’s Tori’s strong views that come through, and I’m too afraid of being wrong to argue with her when I disagree.

At the end of class, Ms Harkness asks for our attention as we pack up.