“You won’t.”
He holds my gaze for a moment before sliding his fingers from my body and waiting as I roll over onto my hands and knees.
“You’re so fucking sexy, Tanner.” Roughened palms grip my ass cheeks, kneading them and spreading me wide as I squeeze my eyelids shut and try to breathe. It feels so good.
He feels so good.
Like he knows exactly how to touch me—like he was made to touch me.
Tease me.
Pleasure me.
“Please, I need you.”
“You have me.”
“Then take me.”
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DEACON
“Then take me.”
Fucking hell.
It takes two full breaths before I trust myself to grab the condom, my body already strung tight and ready to snap just looking at Tanner offering himself to me. He’s everything.
He’smyeverything.
There will never be anyone else for me but Tanner Holiday.
The sentiment plays on repeat in my head as I coat the condom with lube before pushing my slickened fingers into his ass again. He sucks in a breath, stilling for only a beat before he’s moaning and grinding back against my hand.
So greedy.
“I’m gonna love feeling you strangle my dick with this perfect ass,” I tell him, my palm coming down on one cheek as I pull my fingers from him and line myself up with his hole.
“Fuck.”
“That’s it,” I murmur. “Relax for me, baby.”
Tanner sucks in a breath as I push a little inside him, his body tensing and his arms shaking where he’s braced on the bed.
“Keep going,” he grits out as I reach around and wrap my hand around his length, stroking slowly as I push in a little more. “Oh—oh shit.”
It takes a minute, my hands gripping and massaging his cock and ass before he’s able to take all of me, his head now rested on his forearms on the mattress and his backside up in the air with my dick nestled inside his tight channel.
“Look at you,” I manage, rolling my hips and jerking him off as my fingertips trail up and down his spine. “So damn beautiful,” I praise, pulling most of the way out before plunging back in.
“Deacon.”
His hands claw at the comforter as he starts pushing tentatively back into me, meeting my thrusts with his own.
“Take what you need, Sweetheart. Show me how bad you needed my dick inside you.”
Tanner cries out, his back arching, and he moans as I swipe my thumb over the head of his cock, smearing the precum and pulling another whimper from his lips.
