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“You were.You used to collect stories about the vendors.The woman who made quilts from her grandmother’s patterns.The man who carved duck decoys exactly like his father taught him.You said everyone had something important to share.”

She watched a family walk past, the parents swinging a toddler between them.“When did I stop thinking that?”

“When you decided their stories didn’t scale.”Her mom squeezed her arm gently, but there was no judgment.“When you started measuring value in money instead of meaning.”

The words should have stung.Instead, they felt like a relief, like someone finally naming the thing she’d been circling for months.

“I don’t know how to stop.I’ve been running so long, I don’t know what happens if I stand still.”

“You’re standing still right now.”

“I’m working.The festival is work.”

“Cassidy.”Her mom turned to face her fully.“I haven’t seen you breathe like this in twenty years.”

She opened her mouth to argue, then closed it.Because her mom was right.She was breathing.Deeply and fully, and without the constant tightness in her chest that had become so familiar she’d stopped noticing it.

“This place is doing something for you.I can see it in how you move and how you talk.You’re not hitting a performance goal right now.You’re just being.”

“Being isn’t enough.It’s never been enough.”

“Says who?Your boss?The version of yourself you built to impress people who don’t actually know you?”Her mom’s voice stayed gentle, but her words cut clean.“Sweetheart, I love you.I have always loved you.But I have watched you disappear into a life that’s eating you alive, and I have been terrified that one day you’d wake up and realize you’d spent forty years chasing something that was never going to make you happy.”

She felt tears in the corners of her eyes.“You chose small-town life.You chose ordinary.I didn’t want that.”

“I chose meaning over money and connection over corner offices.And yes, I sacrificed career advancement to do it.But I never once regretted it.I love the life I’ve built back home.I never wanted you to think my choices meant you couldn’t have ambition.I wanted you to have both, and build something you’re proud of without losing yourself in the process.”

“I don’t know if I can have both.”

“Maybe not in Chicago.But here?”Her mom gestured to the festival around them.“You’ve built something extraordinary.You’ve helped people and made genuine connections.And unless I’m reading things very wrong, you’ve found something with that handsome restaurant owner who keeps pretending he’s not watching us.”

She glanced toward The Sandpiper booth.Bryan was definitely not watching them, which meant he absolutely was.

“It’s complicated,” she said.

“It’s only complicated if you make it complicated.”Her mom pulled her close again.“You’re allowed to want this.You’re allowed to choose a life that feels good instead of a life that looks impressive.You’re allowed to stay.”

Stay.

The word hung in the air between them, terrifying and tempting in equal measure.

She looked around the festival one more time.Really looked.She looked at the families, the vendors, and the lighthouse standing guard over it all.At Bryan, who’d called her mom because he thought Cassidy deserved support.She gazed around at the town that had somehow decided she belonged here.

“I’m scared,” she whispered.

“I know.”Her mom kissed her forehead.“But you’re also braver than you think.And whatever you decide, I’m here.I’m always here.”

They stood together while the festival continued around them, and for the first time in as long as she could remember, she let herself imagine a future that didn’t involve fighting for the next promotion and looked like Sunday morning coffee at Harbor Brew, sunset walks on the beach, and Bryan’s steady presence beside her.

A future that felt like home.

Her phone buzzed in her pocket.Probably David, demanding an answer.Probably Steve, gloating about the promotion he thought he’d won.

She didn’t check it.

Instead, she took her mother’s hand and led her toward The Sandpiper booth, where Bryan was trying very hard to look busy with a tray of fried shrimp.

“Bryan,” Cassidy said when they reached him.“I’d like you to meet my mom properly.”