We’re finished.
This is it.
Now we have to transition back to attorney and client.I feel a loss much greater than I expected to.Deep inside my core.
Pulling out, he stands, taking me with him, and then turns me in his arms.We wash one another, not really kissing, although he does once, as I run my hands over him, enjoying his incredibly beautiful, toned body.
It’s as muscular as I imagined, or perhaps even more.I finger his six-pack, roam over his powerful, thick arms.
I smile, recalling taking him into my mouth when we first stepped into the shower...Zander lowering me to my knees and guiding himself down my throat.
It wasn’t something Adam enjoyed, so I felt inexperienced, but Zander let me take my time and when he came on my tongue, I was so happy.
He’s the sexiest man I’ve ever seen.
How I’m going to not crave this when he leaves, I don’t know.But it’s clear what needs to happen now; I really need Adam to agree to a settlement quickly.Then Zander and I can part ways.
Once.We do this once, Court, and never tell a soul.
What dangerous territory.
For both of us.
If people knew I’d just spent two hours fucking my lawyer, I’d never see a single cent.
––––––––
“FUCK, OKAY, FOCUS,”Zander says, sitting on the armchair in my living room.
We share a wonky smile.
“I’m focused.”I say, wearing white sweatpants and a matching sweatshirt.My hair is up in a ponytail, and I have zero makeup.Not my usual attire for a business meeting.
“You’re not focused; you’re glowing like a woman who’s just been fucked to within an inch of her life for two hours.”
I grin widely.“I was.That was then.This is now.”
He groans, shaking his head.“You know that can’t happen again, and for both our sakes, no one can know.”
“I know.The risk is great for both of us, remember.I’m not posting it on Instagram.Relax.”
It’s a greater risk for Zander, although we’d both lose.He has nothing to worry about.I have zero interest in telling a soul what happened.
I just wish we could do it again.
Maybe four or five times.
Zander is back, dressed in his pants and shirt, the arms rolled up, and is now leaning his elbows on his thighs.“I meant what I said, I don’t regret fucking you and hope neither of us has to.Let’s just be careful when others are around.And not risk this again.”
“Yeah, I know.”I tuck my legs beneath me.
“Tomorrow,” Zander says, his eyes lifting to mine, even more seriously.“I’ll stop in with the Plan B drug.”
My eyes flick away as my heartbeat ramps up.
“What?”he frowns.
“Nothing.”I shake my head and grab a cushion.“I can take care of it.”
