“Yes,” I breathe, my eyes trained on his face as he watches his own finger rub against me. “Please do it.”
“So polite. How do you want it? Do you want me to finger fuck you rough and fast, just likeitdoes?” Julian’s gaze has growndark, a mixture of lust and something that resembles irritation or jealousy but must be something else entirely.
“Yes,” I all but sob, the rubbing and massaging driving me insane.
I can feel him so overwhelmingly—just his presence is feeding into my hunger. If I don’t have something inside of me soon, I think I’ll fall apart.
“I’ll give it to you, then. I’ll give youeverything.”
Without any other warning, his finger begins to push into me. The burn is mild—I’m already used to being stretched open—but knowing it’shimdoing this to me is making every sensation I feel that much more demanding.
“Yeah,” he breathes, his voice awed. “Swallow me up, Atty. Fuck, how are you sotight?”
Julian sounds shocked, just as shocked as I feel, because I’m certainly not a virgin. In fact, I was being pounded into just last night, and we both know it.
“Julian,” I whine, feeling him sink his finger in as far as it’ll reach.
He pulls back, all the way to the tip, before pushing back in. My lips press together tightly to prevent myself from making any noise that I shouldn’t, my hands gripping the duvet tightly once more.
Julian repeats this same motion for a while longer, and just before I open my mouth to beg him for more, I feel the blunt tip of a second finger pressing inside of me alongside the first.
A soft mewl sounds in the back of my throat from behind my closed lips as both sink into me, and Julian’s eyes snap up to meet mine.
Slowly, his look of awed admiration is replaced by one of amusement. “Let’s see how long you can hold it in, yeah?”
“What—hmm!”My mouth snaps shut as he drives his fingers into me fast and hard, over and over, twisting and curling relentlessly.
His brow is pinched as he watches my face, his lips parted, eyes heated. I can hear his panting past the squelching sounds of the lube, and as he scissors his fingers open, I have to fight to hold his gaze.
“No?” he mumbles, tilting his head in a way that resembles an animal. I can see his cock, hard and tall, as it leaks between his legs. “More, then?”
A third finger pushes its way inside of me, just as they crook just right, and he brushes over my prostate.
My eyes cross, my jaw unhinging as a loud, desperate sound leaves me.
“Oh,fuck,” Julian groans. “Just like that. Let me hear you; tell me how good you feel.”
“I-I…” I can’t seem to find the words as he punches against my prostate repeatedly, punishingly, with a force so great it rocks my body.
The muscles of his forearm flex as sweat drips down the side of his face. He looks so formidable, so damn beautiful that I can’t even breathe.
Pleasure is coursing through me so violently that I fear I’ll come at any moment, and if how I’m squeezing his fingers is an indication, Julian knows this.
“You look so good like this, taking it all like my very own little cumslut,” he praises, leaning over my body as he drives into me harder, faster.
“Please!”I hear myself shout, but I don’t register saying it.
Julian groans. “You want my cock, little bunny? You want to come on me and feel me fill you up so you’re nice and warm?”
“God, yes. Julian, do it. Put it in me,” I demand.
“What happened to that sweet mouth of yours?” He licks up the side of my neck, driving me higher and higher. “I thought you told me you’d be good.”
“I’m sorry, I’m so sorry.” I can feel the tears as they leak down my face, onto my neck, and into my hairline. I’m so pent up now that I mightactuallydie if he doesn’t have sex with me. “I’ll be good, I swear.”
“Ask me nicely, Atlas. Ask me so nicely to shove my cock into your tight little hole.” His hot breath lights up my entire body as he whispers into my ear—such a drastic difference from the way he’s slamming his fingers into me.
“Please, Julie,” I plead, no longer concerned with pride or how he might perceive me. All I can think of is the pleasure I’m being denied. “Please shove your cock in me and make me come. Make me your little whore.”