But it wasn't just about him. Rob had to have him, possess him, even if it was for just one night, even if it was for right now that he was sinking into him, that he was inside him.
His need for Julian had been burning through him steadily, but with this beautiful man under him, the need consumed him and made him lose his mind. The only thoughts in his head were "more, deeper, harder."
On the floor, only half undressed, they fucked. Rob didn't know for how long. Then Julian stiffened underneath him and all around him. His teeth sank into Rob's shoulder and he felt Julian coming.
Julian's name on his lips harsh and broken, Rob was coming too. His voice was guttural, only a growl, but Julian still shut him up with a kiss and they collapsed to the floor together.
The door to his room was standing open. Barely awake, Rob saw it through half closed eyelids. For a second he thought Julian must have left it like that when he went to his own room. But the weight against his chest and hip told him that was wrong.
Julian was right there in his arms. Looking from Julian lying on top of him to the open door, Rob blinked in confusion.
"I opened it," Julian told him while lying on his chest. "In case Danny woke up and got scared."
"And if he found us like this?" Rob asked while at the same time trying to figure out the time. It was some time in the middle of the night.
"We're dressed," Julian said, but Rob was bare-chested. He remembered that he took off the sweatshirt that Julian had come all over when they fucked. Right now he would be cold if Julian wasn't keeping him warm, and he didn't show any signs of wanting to do anything else. Julian seemed contented to lie half on top of him with the door standing open.
Rob was shocked that he was so unconcerned. "So you would tell him we like to take naps on the floor like pre-schoolers?"
"Something like that," Julian said.
Rob chuckled then admitted, "I'm glad you're still here."
"I couldn't make myself leave. At first I just wanted to listen to you breathe and to your heart beating, only for a little bit. But it's not like waiting for a song to end. It went on and on and I couldn't stop listening."
For a few minutes, Rob couldn't think of anything to say so he just rubbed Julian's back. Julian had shocked him again. This other, relaxed and sexy side to him was a revelation to Rob. Then he started to wonder, "Does that mean you didn't sleep?"
"I think I did a little. Your heartbeat is soothing. I never stayed with anyone I fucked before. I didn't want to. They were strangers. Staying here with you just sort of happened, and it made me realize how nice it was." Julian's words were mumbled against the base of Rob's neck.
As he listened to what he was saying, Rob wondered if that was true. Was that the whole reason they were lying together like this, simply because Rob wasn't a complete stranger and nothing more?
It still felt good and Rob didn't want to move from the spot as long as Julian was willing to lie there with him on this hard, uncomfortable floor.
