WhowasI?
But that thought evaporated as he made a pleased, heated sound, teeth grazing my shoulder blade as his body curled against mine in a convulsion.And then I felt the wet length of his cock nudge against me in the dark.
I let my fingers slip free and rolled over so that I could touch him and kiss him hungrily, there late at night in our room, my hand grasping his cock, already slick, and getting it wetter as he hissed into my mouth, all teeth and heat and possession.I shifted my wrist to get a better grip on him, and his hips ground into my touch, as needy and demanding as the sounds he was making.
He slipped one of his hands around my hip, touch delicate and careful as he pressed one finger to my hole, exploratory.A sharp sound caught in my throat, the pressure from the pad of his finger and the gentle way he was touching me enough to make my cock jerk between us, especially as he rubbed his finger back and forth over the pucker of skin, all slick and waiting for him.Araxis tore his mouth free from mine, nuzzling against my neck."Roll over."
Who was I to disobey?I let go of his cock and moved, spreading my knees wide and arching my back in the way that he'd been admiring back in the kitchen.I heard the breathy sound of disbelief he made as he moved to kneel behind me, one hand pressing my lower back, feeling the curve there."Tisqen, Sashen," he hissed, leaning forward to kiss and then bite the skin at my hip, the muscle of my ass."You are –" His voice was hoarse, raw, as if he'd been crying or as if he'd had some sort of revelation.
Which struck me as particularly fitting."Oh, am Irevelatory?"I supplied."Just wait until you're inside me."That was a guess.He might not even like it, and maybe the wayheliked it wouldn't be the wayIliked it, but I figured the confidence couldn't hurt.
A trill choked free from his throat, and then his hands grabbed my hips, commanding, as he tugged me back, knocking my knees a bit wider so that I was spread out before him, there in the dark, my head cradled in the nest I'd made with my forearms.The length of his cock slid between my cheeks, rubbing against my hole, and I felt myself jerk a little under his touch."How slowly should I go?"he asked, sounding choked, like it was hard to force words out while he was gliding his cock along my body.
And fair: I was having a hard time eventhinkingas his slick skin moved against me, the ridges of his cock pressing into me, rubbing deliciously over the sensitive skin.Stars above, I liked this part; I thought I'd probably like the next part even more."You aren't going to hurt me.I'm ready."
His fingers, tipped with the start of talons, barely pricked the skin of my hip as his hands flexed."Sashen,please.A real answer."
How could I deny him when he asked so nicely?"You can – try a couple inches and check in?"I was panting now as he continued to rub himself against me, my hips rocking back into him, the feel of his hands on my skin narrowing my focus to his palms, his fingers, hisgrip, and the slick slide of his cock against me.
One hand dropped away as he positioned himself, and I felt the tip of his cock nudge my hole and then press inwards.I reminded myself to relax, opening myself to him, as he pushed in, stretching me in a way that fingers never could.An obscene sound – plaintive, desperate – slipped from my mouth as he slid into me, one of his hands snaking forward to plant itself between my shoulder blades.
Araxis stopped moving, his cock hot andsowet inside of me – he felt different, there in my body, andthisfelt different, knowing it was him – as he gave me time to adjust, time to check in.But I didn'tneedhim to check in.
"Do you – trust me to know my limits?"I gasped out beneath him, feeling him resting inside of me, the pressure of his body inside of mine sweet beyond all measure.
The hand on my back flexed, and he exhaled."Yes.I –yes."
I wanted him to be seated in me.I wanted every inch of him, so I rocked back against him, and he made a broken little sound as his hips met the curve of my ass, his length filling me up, a line of heat opening my body, unlocking me.
I was panting, pressed up on my forearms, feeling the hard pressure of him inside of me, but Araxis was quiet and still."Is that – Is this okay?"I asked, chest heaving, thighs burning from the angle I was at."If you don't like it, we can –"
He moved then, pushing me forward.His hips followed, his cock still seated deep inside my body."Yes, Sashen," he ground out, "this is better than nice.Tisqen, your body – you were made for me.The way you feel –" His hand shifted to the back of my head, pressing me down into the cushions; his fingers flexed in my hair, controlling."And isthis–"
"Yes, like that –" I groaned.
And then, he started moving in me, gliding back and forth in little thrusts, the kind he used when he fucked my mouth.His hand tightened in my hair, getting a grip in the way he knew I liked, as he started fucking me in earnest, the slick glide of his cock inside of me like liquid heat.I mewled out, desperate, the sound of his skin striking mine obscene and everything I'd wanted.
"What's the right angle?"he gasped out behind me, tipping forward so that he could scrape his teeth along my spine."I should – I should have used my fingers to find your gland first."
"Next time – hn,fuck," I shifted my hips beneath him as he thrust gently into me, micro-movements to adjust where he was hitting."Next time, you can finger me all night if you want.Oh–" as I shifted just a little further down and felt the star-shimmer pleasure of his cock rubbing against my prostate."Yeah,there–"
He was a quick study.He'd always been a quick study.He pinned me at that angle and starting fucking into me harder, thrusts shallow but strong, each one punching out a breathy, hoarse sound from me.My cock bobbed between my legs, beads of pre-come dripping onto the bed beneath us.The hand he'd had on the back of my head shifted again, coming to curl gently around the side of my neck, and I whimpered, tipping my head back, exposing the length of my throat.His palm was hot against my skin, his thumb gentle as he caressed me while I gasped for air.
"Will you come for me?"Araxis asked, curving his body against mine as he continued to thrust into me, filling me up,tendingto me.
"I'll – doanythingfor you," I hissed, and his other hand slid to my own neglected cock, stroking it in time with his thrusts.I squirmed beneath him, writhing, making breathy, needy sounds as he opened me up with his pretty cock and worked me with his gorgeous hand and as his fingers curled lovingly around my throat, his mouth hot and slick on my skin.It was all so much,somuch, my body awash in sensation, feeling himeverywhere.
The orgasm rippled across my whole body, shimmering across my skin like light over water; a delicious shudder that started as I came in a glorious rush all over his hand, my hole twitching around his cock as I shivered and shivered and shivered beneath him.Araxis made a shocked sound, and then I felt the gush of heat inside of me, wet and slick everywhere all at once, as he flooded my body.My skin was sensitive everywhere, and his hand fell away from my cock as he slumped forward, letting his weight rest on me as I sank down into the bed, held completely in our nest of blankets and cushions.
Araxis shifted, his cock slipping free from my body with a wet sound that made me shiver some more, and then he rolled me over so that he could kiss me, draping himself over my spent, sticky body.His mouth was sweet and soft against mine, tongue licking into me, as if eager to lap up all the sounds I'd been making.As he moved me, I felt – drenched in a way I'd never been before.I wondered distantly if that's how he felt when we fucked, slippery, like his body was hungry for me; mine was certainly hungry for him.
"I love you."It slipped out without thinking as he kissed me, his hands cradling my head, my neck, my throat, touching me everywhere.
He smiled at me, there in the dark, and ducked his head to thecaldathess, sucking and biting it back to a vivid state as I made throaty sounds of pleasure against him."I love you," he repeated back in English."Desperately.Completely.Always."
It felt like I was high, like being with him was a drug I could never get enough of.I kissed him lazily, sliding my arms around his body and letting myself feel the weight of him while my thoughts drifted, hazy.Eventually, Araxis slipped from bed and brought me a warm cloth, helping me clean up with his soft hands, his delicate touch.And when we curled up together beneath the sheets, my head resting against the smooth skin of his chest as contentment suffused my body, I was certain that we'd banished all the ghosts we needed to worry about that night: my awful dreams; the spectre of Vivith's presence; the threat of violence that lay before us.
Side-by-side, how could any of that touch us?Side-by-side, we were safe.Of course we were.Of course we would be.It had the taste of a lie, but it was a lie I needed to believe, so it was one, in the end, I could stomach as I finally drifted off to sleep.
