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I think so.

The following orders, though—not for everyone.

And I might make you wait sometimes, before you get what you ask for.

Would you like that?

Ummm!!!!!!!!

I don’t know.

That’s okay. You’re thinking about so many things.

Thank you for telling me.

Fuck, this is totally sex for him. Talking. The mental aspects of controlling and being controlled and winning and losing and playing by a very strict set of rules. And this might be sex for me, too. I’m breathing harder than the times I’ve physically touched people.

It’s actually kind of funny you’re an f1 driver into bdsm

Like rules

The formula

Mm.

And what’s your safe word?

You can use it when we talk like this, too.

If it ever feels like you should.

Because he is totally lost right now, like I am. This doesn’t feel like normal Faust. Intense, yes. Hot, for sure. But he’s in another role, I think—Dominant Faust, with a capitalD—and that lets me step into one, too. Away from every version of myself I’ve known, including the me that wouldn’t do this.

Is it very lame and basic to use “red”

Like stoplights

For cars

I like it.

How about red, yellow, green?

Red is stop. No questions asked.

You say red, everything stops, and that’s always okay.

Yes ok

Yellow if you aren’t sure.

Classic.

Green means go.

Chapter 21PROMOTION

I’m not going to havesex with Faust today.