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“Exposure risk on the left,” she said to no one in particular, because she didn’t need to. We’d all seen it.

We were out of the truck and into the rain, and the smell hit me immediately—that mixture of burning insulation and wet wood and something chemical underneath that meant the fire had gotten into the walls. Not just the kitchen. The walls. A woman stood on the front lawn in her bathrobe, arms locked around herself, face the color of old paper.

“My husband went back in,” she said. “The dog—he went back for Sparky?—”

“How long ago?” I asked.

“Two minutes. Maybe three. He went through the front?—”

I was already moving.

“Levi.” Jude’s voice behind me had that quality it only got on calls—flat and focused, no room in it. “Together.”

We went in together, the way we always did, the way we’d trained until it was closer to instinct than thought. Masks on, low, moving through the front doorway into a hallway that was already thick with smoke. Visibility dropped to arm’s length inside the first five steps. The heat registered immediately as something more serious than a contained kitchen blaze—not the surface heat of an open flame nearby, but the deeper, pressing heat of a fire that had established itself in the structure, that was living inside the walls and the ceiling and had been doing so for longer than anyone outside had realized.

The kitchen doorway to our right was impassable. I could see the orange through the smoke without even looking directly at it, a shifting, pulsing glow that backlit the black in horrible amber. Something in there collapsed—a shelf, a cabinet—and the sound of it rolled through the floor under my boots.

“Back bedroom,” I said. Because that was where people and animals usually went.

We moved down the hallway, each of us with one hand on the wall, counting doorways. The wallpaper was peeling back in long, curling strips from the heat, and under my glove, the wall was hot, telling me the fire was directly on the other side, working its way through, patient and methodical and entirely indifferent to anything we wanted.

Outside, I could hear Shaw running the hose line, Evers directing, their voices cut up by the rain and the noise of everything, a radio crackling somewhere. In here, it was different. In here, it was just the roar of it, low and constant, and the creak of the house around us finding new ways to hold itself up.

My throat was already tight from the effort of the breathing apparatus, that familiar pressure against my face, and I moved through it the way I always did—don’t think about the equipment, don’t think about the house, think about what you came in here for.

The back hallway opened up, and I found him by almost walking into him. A man in his sixties, beagle tucked under one arm, other hand pressed flat to the wall, moving with the deliberate, terrified care of someone who understood he was lost and was trying not to panic about it. He was moving away from the door. Deeper in.

I got my arm around him and turned him without ceremony, and he startled hard but didn’t fight me.

“I’ve got you,” I said, loud enough to carry through the mask. “Walk with me. Don’t stop moving.”

He didn’t argue. His breathing was ragged, and his face above the collar was red from the heat, but he was upright, his legs were working, and the beagle was making a sound I’d have found funny under other circumstances entirely.

Jude took his other side, and we moved back through the hallway, the three of us, the fire doing what fire did in the walls around us—spreading, finding the gaps between the studs, the spaces under the floors, the channels that old houses had plenty of and that might as well be roads as far as fire was concerned. The roar had gotten louder in the time it had taken us to find him. The ceiling above the kitchen doorway had gone soft-looking and dark, and I gave it a wide berth without breaking stride because I knew what it looked like when a ceiling was deciding whether or not to collapse.

We went through the front door, and the rain hit me like a slap, cold and immediate and extraordinary after the heat inside. The man went to the paramedics, and the beagle went to his wife, and I heard her cry out, something wordless and relieved, but I was already turning back.

The next hour was the job in its most essential form. Hose lines and water pressure, radio calls, and constant repositioning as the fire found new ambitions. Shaw worked the left exposure line, keeping the craftsman wet and the gap between the houses from becoming a conduit. Evers had the roof, calling down observations with the composed precision that made her one of the best reads on a structure I’d ever worked with—where the fire was venting, where it wasn’t, and what the smoke color told us about what was burning and how fast. Jude and I worked the interior lines, pushing back the kitchen, chasing the wall fire, giving ground and taking it back in the grinding, incremental way of a fire that didn’t want to be contained.

It did get contained. That was the job—it usually did, if you stayed ahead of it, if nobody made a bad call, if the exposures held, and the wind cooperated at least partway. The craftsman next door kept its shingles. The colonial on the right lost a fence, and nothing else.

What was left of the kitchen and the back half of the upper floor was another matter.

When it was finally over, I stood in the front yard with water running off my helmet and my shoulders aching, and looked at what remained. The woman in the bathrobe was sitting on the paramedic step with a blanket around her now, her husband beside her, the beagle pressed against his leg.

Evers came to stand beside me, pulling her mask up onto her helmet. She looked at the house for a moment without speaking.

“Good find in the hallway,” she said.

“Jude would’ve gotten him.”

“Sure,” she said, in the tone that meant she wasn’t going to argue about it. She glanced at me sideways, something brief and measured in it. “You good?”

“Yeah,” I said. “I’m good.”

She nodded once and moved off, and I believed it was exactly as much as she believed it.

Jude appeared at my shoulder, his face carrying the particular tired satisfaction of a call that had gone hard but gone right. He looked at the ruins of the kitchen, then at me.