"I remember you insisted on carrying the heaviest box up three flights of stairs by yourself," Blake said. "And then you couldn't lift your arms for two days."
"I was trying to impress you."
"You had already impressed me," Blake said, pressing a kiss to the side of Andre's neck. "You impressed me the first time I saw you hit a forehand. You impressed me when you stood up to the entire world at the US Open. You impress me every single day."
Andre turned in Blake's arms, facing him. He reached up, cupping Blake's face in both hands — his left hand smooth and unmarked, his right hand bearing the faint, silvery lines of the surgical scars.
"I love you," Andre said, his voice unhurried, each word placed with intention. "More than I have ever loved anything. More than painting. More than tennis. More than any of it."
Blake smiled, that slow, devastating smile that still, after all these years, made Andre's heart stutter in his chest.
"I know," Blake said. "I've always known."
He leaned down, pressing his lips to Andre's — a slow, tender kiss that tasted of wine and warmth and the certainty of a love that had survived everything the world had thrown at it.
When they finally pulled apart, Andre took Blake's hand and led him to the sofa. They sat together in the glow of the tree lights, the fire crackling softly in the grate, the snow falling silently outside the window.
"I have something for you," Andre said. He reached behind the sofa cushion and produced a small, flat package wrapped in brown paper and tied with a simple piece of twine. Blake took it, turning it over in his hands. It was light, the size of a hardcover book. He untied the twine carefully, peeling back the paper. It was a sketchbook. Not a new one — an old one, the leather cover worn soft with use, the pages thick and slightly warped from the weight of the charcoal and graphite pressed into them.
Blake opened it.
The first page was a sketch of him, asleep. It was dated three years ago, the lines quick and confident, capturing the way Blake's hair fell across his forehead, the relaxed curve of his mouth. The second page was a study of his hands gripping a racket, the tendons taut beneath the skin. The third was a full-body sketch of Blake serving, his back arched, his arm extended, the power and grace of the motion frozen in a single, perfect instant.
Blake turned the pages slowly, his throat tightening. Every page was him. Dozens of sketches, spanning years — Blake reading on the sofa, Blakelaughing at something off-frame, Blake standing at the kitchen counter with a coffee mug in his hand, Blake walking away down a London street, his shoulders broad beneath his coat.
"You drew all of these," Blake said quietly. It wasn't a question.
"Every one," Andre said. "Whenever I looked at you and the light was right, or the angle was perfect, or you were doing something so ordinary and so beautiful that I had to capture it before it was gone."
Blake closed the sketchbook carefully, pressing it against his chest. He blinked hard, his vision blurring.
"Thank you," he said, his voice rough. "This is… Andre, this is the most incredible gift anyone has ever given me."
Andre smiled, reaching over to brush a strand of hair from Blake's forehead.
"You are the most incredible thing anyone has ever given me."
Blake set the sketchbook on the coffee table and reached into his jacket pocket, which was draped over the arm of the sofa. He pulled out a small velvet box.
Andre's breath caught.
"It's not what you think," Blake said quickly, a small, teasing smile playing at his lips. "Not yet, anyway."
Andre opened the box. Inside, resting on a bed of dark silk, was a key. It was old, ornate, made of heavy brass with an intricate filigree pattern on the bow.
"What is this?" Andre asked, lifting it carefully from the box.
"It's the key to a studio," Blake said. "In Paris. On Rue de Seine, near the galleries. I found it last month when I was playing Bercy. It has north-facing windows and high ceilings and it's been empty for six months because the rent is absurd." He paused, watching Andre's face. "I signed the lease yesterday. It's yours."
Andre stared at the key in his hand, his dark eyes wide, his lips parted in stunned silence. "Blake," he whispered. "This is too much."
"It's not enough," Blake said simply. "You need a space in Paris for inspiration. You've been talking about it for months. Now you have one."
Andre closed his fingers around the key, the cool metal warming against his palm. He looked at Blake, and the love in his eyes was so fierce that it seemed to fill the entire room.
"I will paint you something extraordinary in that studio," Andre said. "Something the world has never seen."
"Paint whatever you want," Blake said. "Just come home to me when you're done."
