"And having me fuck him is going to prove that?"
I shrug. "If I really liked him, like you guys think I do, would I be okay with you fucking him?"
Fia doesn't look convinced. "I'm not actually sure. Sharing has never bothered you before."
"That's my point. If my feelings toward him were different, then I would care. Right? The fact that I don't care proves he's just like everyone else. It proves that he'snobodyto me."
Fia crosses her arms over her chest, a sly grin on her face. "Okay, I'll play along. But under one condition."
"What's that?"
"You have to join us."
Iris's mouth is still open. "Ohmygod! You guys are joking, right? I mean, I know you guys do wild things. You tell me about them all the time, but I've only ever heard about them after the fact. I've never been here for the planning part of it."
"We usually don't plan out these sorts of things. They just sort ofhappen."
I stare Fia down. She's testing me. The question is, what answer gets me to pass her silent test? Do I want to be there with them? Fia and I have had threesomes—and more—with other people before. It's never fazed me then, so why should it now?
"Fine. I'll join. But he has to agree to it first."
"Of course." She nods. "Why don't you text him right now?"
"Do it! Do it! Do it! Do it!" Iris is practically bouncing out of her skin. She's so adorable. She's always been way more vanilla than me, but she loves living vicariously through my sexcapades.
"Fine." I grab my phone out of my pocket and pull up our messages. "But no one's allowed to say anything to Lou about this."
KASS
I'm just finishing cleaning up from my late session before I head over to Raina's to pick up Clover, when I notice a text from B.
I can't help the smile that forces its way onto my face. I had hoped she'd reach out, but after her cold exit, I wasn't sure. I thought maybe I'd have to be the one to reach out again, but here she is. She's always surprising me.
B
I have a question for you.
Kass
What's that?
B
Have you ever had a threesome?
I stand there,in the middle of my office, staring at my phone screen for far too long. What the actual fuck? This isnotwhat I was expecting her to ask. Not that I ever know what's going to come out of her mouth, but still... A threesome?
I debate how I want to respond before I decide to opt for honesty.
Kass
I have.
B
Interested in another one?
Kass
