“Hedda, come on,” I say.
“You promised me,” she says, “and didn’t deliver. A promise is a promise and must be kept.”
“I fed you a lie to get the diamonds,” I say.
“I am quite aware,” she says. “But you will live up to it; otherwise, I am forced to believe you are telling me another lie.”
“Believe whatever you want,” I say, and aim to get up. “I am doing this with or without you.”
She grabs me by the hair before I can even rise.
“You won’t be doing anything if you don’t pay your debt. You fucked with me twice already, don’t be a princess now.”
Blind rage surges through me in an instant.
“I fucked with you because you had information I needed,” I tell her derogatorily.
My upper lip purses and twitches in disgust as she forces my head between her legs.
“I know,” she says coldly. “That’s why you’ll eat.”
I try to wiggle myself out; pain soars through my scalp, and then she brings her legs around my head.
“Eat,” she orders me.
My entire body revolts.
She has no underwear on and pushes my face into her pussy.
My mind goes so blank that I can’t move.
The only thing I know is that her scent disgusts me.
I want to vomit.
Murder her.
I dig my nails into her legs, but she only laughs and pulls a gun. It points directly at me.
“You will eat and not make a sound,” she threatens me while pulling my hair so harshly that tears find their way over my cheeks. “Lick, suck, and fuck me with your tongue. If you bite, I’ll make sure it’s the last thing you do.”
With it, the muzzle presses against my head.
My mind goes blank.
I have always been good at not feeling.
Driving away every emotion I ever felt.
And so I do now.
I just do what she tells me to do.
I lick.
I suck.
I fuck her with my tongue.
