I refused to reply, to make any type of sound that would answer his question. In response, he turned me around and pushed me up against the wall like he did in his office. With one hand around my throat and the other between my thighs, his voice rose, “Tell me how I’m going to take you orI will chooseEmber.”
Before I could stop it, a small moan escaped me. The sound immediately made him growl.
Wrapping his palm in my hair, he backed me up to the counter, lifting me on top of it and spreading my legs. Looking down between them, his voice came out clipped. “Then I'll take you both ways and let your boss fucking watch.”
This time, I replied with a sarcastic scoff. “I thought no one else was allowed to see.”
I knew I had angered him because he ripped the underwear off my body in one clean movement. “Shut up and close your eyes.”
I laughed but I listened. Just like in the club, I'm reminded that following his direction felt an awful lot like accepting his darkness. As that thought faded away, I felt him secure his mask to my face. “This is the last chance I'm giving you. I told you before, you belong to me.”
My mouth started to form a nasty insult, but that's when I felt his hot breath between my legs. Before I could even brace for what was coming, he pushed two fingers inside of me and swiped his tongue. The pressure was instant and aggressive, like he’d been waiting for this. The touch was far from gentle, but it was everything that made Silas who he was—everything that I thought I was starting to need.
I couldn’t help but buck as I pushed myself into his face. He accepted the movement and groaned louder into my center. His other hand slid up over my belly and held me still as his tonguemoved faster. I had no time to debate whether or not this was the wrong choice. Before I knew it, the pressure started to build and my muscles clenched. Just as the tension threatened to snap, he pulled his mouth away, and I slammed the back of my head down on the desk in defeat. Another low chuckle from him made me want to open my eyes, but I knew if I did that, this would stop.
I inhaled through my nose as his fingers traced my opening. He wanted something, and I knew I'd have to deal with this torture until he got it.
17
Silas
I wasn't one to lose focus. If anything, I hyper-fixated on things in my life.
I’d always been told it was a toxic trait, one that would eventually get me in trouble.
That was one of the first things I learned about myself as a child. In the beginning, it was over small things, items that held my attention long enough to grant me a temporary dose of happiness. As an adult, I struggled to find something outside of Ruined that gave me that same rush… but now I knew, it was all because I was waiting for her.
She was it, the one thing I never saw coming. Ember was more than just an addiction, she was like a fucking drug I needed to feel in my bloodstream. The way she tasted, the raging fire her soul was made from—I needed to own every piece of her.
That thought forced the next words out of my mouth. “Tell me I'm right, and I'll let you cum.”
A small groan from her was my only answer, one clearly laced with refusal. I snarled back as I forced my fingers inside of her, once again making her climb. As I lowered my lips to the sweet taste of her, I made sure to focus on that one spot that made herbody tense. I could feel it, the way she coiled. Just like before, I pulled away and waited.
Ember whimpered back, the sound almost enough to make me break. Her voice, broken and raw, finally filled my ears. “You're right.”
“Louder,” I growled.
“I belong to you.”
Four words, and my tongue returned to her, flicking at a higher speed. I had maxed out her sensitivity, but she was held down now, allowed just enough room to buck through her release. As soon as it hit, I lapped slowly, just long enough before I stood and wrapped her legs around me before I moved us.
For a split second, I was scared to look at her without my mask but then I realized how her head hung. The sight was enough to make me smile. This was heronechance to take advantage of me, of the situation, and clearly, she chose not to.She chose me. With every sensation heightened, I pushed her back into the bookshelf and made her take every inch of me.
The feeling around me was instant as I fought against my own release.
I never wanted this to end, especially now as I fucked her up against the shelves. I didn't think anything in this world, in thislifetime, could stop this feeling. The sound she made, the way she clawed at my back—I forgot there was even a possibility that she could see me. I knew she wouldn't look though, she was too busy listening so goddamn well.
Pulling her close to my chest, I placed my mouth next to her ear as I pushed inside of her over and over. “You can threaten me with the cops. You can pretend other men have a chance. You can even fight back as much as you want—you should know by now that I actually prefer it that way, but just know that you'remine,Ember.” I gave her more as I gripped harder, pouring everything into her. Wrapping my hand in her hair again, I pulled her head back, exposing her throat. Running my tongue from the base of her jaw, toward the top, I bit down on her earlobe. “Say it for me again. Say it into the fucking camera.”
“Fuck!” she managed to scream out.
“Tell him that you belong to me and no one else, Ember!” I demanded, as I licked the wound from the teeth and then kissed the exposed skin on her arms and chest.
Still, she refused to say it, the disobedience ultimately pushing me over the edge and causing me to fill her. I held onto her hips as I pulsed, watching the way her body spasmed. Even on the inside, I could feel it, the way her body tightened around me.
Even like this,especially like this, she was so goddamn beautiful. Her head was tilted back against the books behind her as she calmed her breathing, her brown hair falling over her shoulders. Pulling the mask off her face, I settled it back around mine and watched as she opened her eyes for me. Blinking a few times, she adjusted her vision to the low light around us. I watched for a moment, before setting her down and pulling her close.
Pushing her legs open, I ran my finger over her lips before pushing my cum deeper inside of her. “Next time you thinkthere’s any chance that I don’t own you, I want you to remember how it feels to be filled by me.”
