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Braden huffed a small laugh like he didn’t quite know what to do with that.

“They’re my family.”

“I know,” I said. “Which somehow makes it heavier.”

He didn’t argue with that.

Before I could overthink it, I stepped forward and wrapped my arms around him.

There was no hesitation, and I didn’t stop to think if it might be crossing a line until it was too late, until I had my arms wrapped around him tight and had nuzzled my way in.

After a second, his arms came around me, tentative at first, then a little tighter.

He was so warm, and my body buzzed to life under his arms, heart skipping a bit the second my cheek brushed his chest. He smelled like lavender and mint, the scent intoxicating.

Braden went still — and I wasn’t sure if it was because he was thinking about our stupid contract, or because he wasn’t used to someone holdinghimup for once.

I held him there for a quiet moment before leaning back enough to look up at him.

“You’re a really good man, Braden,” I said.

He looked almost uncomfortable hearing it.

“Your sister and your parents are incredibly lucky to have you.”

“I’m just doing what anyone would.”

“I disagree,” I said plainly. “A lot of people wouldn’t.”

He shook his head like he didn’t believe that.

“So you take care of everyone,” I continued, reluctantly pulling out of the hug. I didn’t move far, though. “You make sureyour parents are okay. Your sister is okay. You plan every dollar so they’re protected.”

“That’s the job.”

“Okay,” I said. “But when do you take care of you?”

He blinked at that.

“I mean it,” I said. “You told me earlier I was being too hard on myself about my life. Look at you now,” I added. “You’re doing the exact same thing.”

“This is different.”

“Is it?” I tilted my head. “You’re talking about ten-thousand dollars on a car you’re going to drive for the next ten years. A car that’s newer, safer, and has half the miles. Meanwhile you’re acting like buying it means your entire family will suddenly collapse into financial ruin.”

“That’s not what I said.”

“It’s what you’re acting like.”

He opened his mouth, then shut it again, assessing me.

“I’m not trying to be harsh,” I said, softer, because I realized I had a tendency to cross that line into tough love a little too easily. “I’m just trying to be real. Braden, your sister would want you to have the car you love.”

His expression softened a little.

“Your parents would, too,” I continued. “And it’s not selfish to choose the thing that makes you happy when you’ve spent your whole life choosing everyone else.”

I stepped back and pointed across the lot at the Bronco.