If I ran out there, it wouldn’t be perceived as normal concern. None of my teammates were moving. The trainers had it handled. There was no reason for me to go.
It would lead to questions.
To attention.
Possibly, to headlines.
And neither of us needed that.
My job was to stay put. Emily would have told me as much if she could jump across that field and into my brain.
And still…
My hands curled into fists at my sides, nails biting into my palms as I forced myself to stay rooted, to let the fog do what it did best — dull the edges, mute the impulse, keep me from doing something I couldn’t undo.
Across the field, she started to move.
The trainers helped her sit up first, one of them talking to her, checking her, hands careful as they assessed whatever damage had been done. She nodded at something they said, her face tight, and even from here I could see the way she was trying to hold it together.
She pushed to her feet.
Relief hit fast and sharp when she stood on her own, when she didn’t collapse again, when her legs held steady beneath her.
But her arm—
Her right wrist was cradled close to her body, the other hand wrapped around it protectively, her fingers pressing in like she was trying to contain the pain. One of the trainers stayed close at her back, guiding her, another just in front, clearing the path as they started toward the sideline.
Toward me.
Every step she took looked controlled, careful, but her face betrayed her. She winced, just slightly, with each movement, her lips pressed thin, her brows drawn together in a way that made something in my chest twist hard.
I couldn’t breathe correctly.
Not with her getting closer.
Not with the distance shrinking and every instinct in me clawing to close it faster.
And then her eyes found mine.
Everything else dropped out — the hum of the stadium, the sun peeking through the clouds above — all of it faded until it was just her and me and the space between us.
The fog cracked, and that other instinct took over.
I stepped toward her quickly — one, two, three.
I didn’t even remember deciding to do it, didn’t remember overriding the mental part that had locked me down just moments before. All I knew was that I was closer now, close enough to see the shine of pain in her eyes, close enough to see the way she swallowed like she was trying to stay strong.
Close enough to go the rest of the way.
And then, like she sensed me, Emily’s eyes cut through the crowd of dancers and players giving way around her and those deep brown eyes locked right on mine.
She shook her head.
It was small. Subtle. Anyone else might have missed it, but I didn’t.
It hit like a wall.
You can’t.
