“Nothing’s wrong,” I say. “I just have to…tell you something first.”
Her frown stays put. “Tell me something,” she repeats. Then her expression changes. “Oh. I’m on birth control. It’s fine. I mean, unless you’ve got some…”
“No, no, nothing like that,” I say quickly. “Trust me. I mean, I haven’t bothered to get tested in a while, for…obvious reasons, but I was and am clean. Promise.” I chew my lip ring like it’s a prop I can use to segue the conversation.
“Then…what?” There’s the faintest edge of concern to her voice.
“Ah, how do I put this?” I tip my head to the side.Just spit it out, idiot.“I’m…pierced.”
“Mhm.” Gwenna nods a few times. Then her eyes get wide. “Oh.”
“Yeah,oh.” I bite back a smile.
Gwenna frowns. “Why?”
I blink, give my head a little shake. “What do you mean,why?”
“No, I…sorry.” She presses a hand to her forehead. “I just mean…if you were sworn off of women and all that. Why bother?”
“Because…I don’t know. My body, my choice?” I sigh. “I did have afewyears of freedom before locking up the chastity belt. Once I realized I was going to have an indefinite dry spell, I did the extremely mature thing and ran out and got a dick piercing.As one does.” Teenage Kai was such a dipshit. On a lot of fronts. I reach down and stroke her cheek, the side of her mouth. “I just wanted to give you fair warning, is all.”
“Okay.” The suspicious look is back. “Why? Is it going to hurt?”
I press my lips together.Don’t laugh at her, asshole. Even if she is being adorable.“I…gather you have not been with a pierced guy before.”
Gwenna shakes her head softly against my sheets. “I’ve barely…”
She doesn’t finish the sentence.Okay, then.
“No,” I answer, giving my head a slow shake. “If my…feedback is accurate, then it’s more like the opposite.”
“Ah.” Something flickers deep in those green eyes. Something I like. “Okay.”
“Okay?”
“Okay,” she confirms, a little frustrated. “Would you just?—”
“Okay.” I kiss her, grinning like a moron. “I’ll take it easy on you, promise.”
Problem is, that’s going to be…hard.
Because Gwenna Vale, fully fucking naked in my bed, is not something I’m inclined to enjoy slowly.
I slow my breathing a little, try to get control of my racing pulse—difficult considering my body is pushing what feels like all the blood in my body into my dick—and take her hip in one hand, moving her legs gently apart so I can stroke her clit some more. She stiffens first, then relaxes, kind of melts around my touch as I keep kissing her, and then slowly, very gradually, I start to push inside.
“Ah!”
My balls clench at the sound she makes.Jesus. I’m barely even in. I tighten her hair in my fist and refocus.
“Perfect,” I whisper in her ear as I ease in deeper. “You’re doing so good, angel.”
“Mhm.” She closes her eyes, nodding as she whimpers.
I push a little further. Fuck, she feels like heaven. All velvet and warmth. “You feel that?”
“Yes,” she breathes, eyes still closed. “Yes. Yeah. I—” Her eyes fly open. “What was that?”
I freeze. “It was…me?” I say. I tighten my fistagain, using every ounce of my self-restraint not to slam the rest of the wayinto her. “I fear I…” I exhale sharply through clenched teeth. “…don’t understand…thequestion, Gwenna.”