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Her gaze shifted now, falling upon the man next to her, who had stood by her side these last twenty-five years of marriage. Time had touched him, as it had touched her, but it had not diminished him. If anything, it had softened certain edges, deepened others. There was a steadiness to him now that had only grown more certain with the years.

As the ceremony continued, Elizabeth allowed her gaze to wander among the assembled guests.

Lady Catherine sat near the front, her posture still commanding, though time had softened her edges and silvered her hair. Beside her sat Frederick Bennet, his expression quieter than it had once been, yet no less attentive. Age had touched them both—lines etched where years and experience had left their mark—but there was a steadiness between them now that had not always been present.

It had not been easy.

Elizabeth knew that well.

Trust, once broken—or even simply lost to time—did not mend itself in a moment. It had taken patience, persistence, and no small degree of humility on Frederick’s part before Lady Catherine had consented to believe in him again. Five years had passed before that belief had grown strong enough to support something more.

Their marriage, when it came, had been a quiet affair. It was not precisely an elopement, as the ceremony happened at the Meryton chapel with a common license, but they did not inform anyone of the event untilafterit had occurred.

No children had been borne of that union—Elizabeth privately felt that Lady Catherine was too old by that point, being forty-five years of age for their second marriage ceremony—but they did not seem to have any regrets about only having one another for company.

Frederick, ever practical, had secured their future in his own way. When Netherfield became available, he purchased it outright for himself and Teddy, establishing a home that allowed them to remain near Longbourn without imposing upon it. Teddy visited Longbourn nearly daily, learning about the estate. When Teddy reached his majority, he removed to Longbourn, and Frederick and Lady Catherine split their time between Netherfield and the Rosings dower house, with occasional visits north to Pemberley.

The Bingleys, ever cheerful and accommodating, had removed themselves from Netherfield with good grace when the lease ended. They settled at a pleasant estate some thirty miles from Pemberley, where visits from themselves and their five daughters were frequent and always welcome. All five girls behaved as angelically as their mother, and the last child—a long-awaited son—would have become quite spoiled indeed had he not inherited his father’s good nature.

Not everyone had been happy about the changes, though.

Elizabeth’s smile faded slightly as her thoughts turned—inevitably—to Mary.

Time had softened many things.

But not that.

Mary had never forgiven Elizabeth for choosing to wed Darcy, and her resentment only increased once the Collinses learned about Frederick. From the moment the truth had come to light—when the future she had so carefully constructed for herself had vanished in an instant—she had withdrawn entirely. There had been no confrontation, no dramatic scene—only a cold and final severing. Letters had gone unanswered. Invitations unacknowledged.

Even Jane’s attempts at gentle reconciliation had been met with silence.

It was as though Mary had erased them all from her life.

She had not attended Kitty’s wedding, though it had been held so near at hand, nor Lydia’s, despite the spectacle it had made in Meryton. Kitty had married a young curate, sensible and kind, and had settled into a quiet, respectable happiness. Lydia—astonishingly—had done better than anyone might have expected. George Wickham, whether from necessity or inclination, settled down at last by entering into partnership with Mr. Philips before taking over the practice entirely. Lydia, though never entirely cured of her high spirits, had grown into her role with more success than Elizabeth would once have thought possible.

Mary had been present for none of it.

Elizabeth had long since ceased to expect anything different, yet the absence remained—a quiet, persistent ache that no amount of time had wholly erased.

She knew little of Mary’s life now. Only fragments here and there. Six sons, and no daughters. Even that small bit of knowledge had not come from Mary herself, but from discreet inquiries. Darcy’s doing, of course, though he had never made much of it. Until Teddy had married one of the youngest Lucas girls and fathered three sons, Darcy had kept a close eye on the former Longbourn heir.

But since then, there had been no new information about Mary and her life, though they all reached out to her over the years.

She had not even responded to the news that their parents had passed away.

That, perhaps, had been the deepest wound of all.

Elizabeth’s throat tightened slightly, though her expression remained composed. Time had dulled the sharpest edge of grief, but she still grieved at the loss of her parents.

Her papa, whose dry wit had shaped her mind, whose quiet affection had steadied her youth.

Her mama, whose anxieties and exuberance—however trying at times—had been as much a part of home as the walls of Longbourn itself.

They had raised her.

Loved her.

And they had never ceased to behers, no matter how much she had come to care for Lady Catherine, Frederick, and Lady Anne.