“I actually bought a new box,” she said. “Do I get to put it on?”
I nodded, far too eager. Like it was my fucking first time—which had been all her, too. But neither of us was this confident or competent. We’d fumbled around until we made something work.
Not this time.
Eleanor climbed back onto the bed and began unrolling the condom onto my cock—once again hard and wanting her—with deliberate movements.
“Oh my God,” I muttered. “Go fucking easy on me, will ya, El?”
This was the most erotic thing I’d possibly ever seen, and shewas absolutely drawing it out—leaning forward, using both hands, pushing her glorious tits together.
She ignored me completely, squeezing my cock when she had rolled the condom all the way to my base. My hips jerked.
“It isn’t fair,” she said as she held me, staring at my erection and then flicking her eyes up to me. They were pleading with me, and I swore beneath my breath, dragging a hand down my face.
“Fuck,” I groaned. “Don’t look at me like that.”
“How am I looking at you?”
I pulled her down onto me and then flipped us over again, until I was settled between her legs and she was cradled beneath me, surrounded by pillows. I kissed her lips and then found her ear, murmuring into it.
“You’re looking at me like you want my cock in that hot, tight pussy of yours.”
She whimpered, and my whole body responded with a shudder before I gave in, grinding my hips against hers and slotting myself between her thighs. My erection slid through her wet, wanting center, and she made a throaty noise that almost did me in as much as the feel of her surrounding me.
“Jesus,” I moaned before bracing myself on my elbows so I could look at Ellie beneath me.
I watched as her eyes fluttered shut. “Sawyer.”
Her voice was thick, so clearly filled with desire.
“I know, baby. I know.”
“It’s not fair,” she whined again. “I want you.”
“I know that, too.”
I rocked my hips, trying to make it up to her as my cock dragged through her pussy and nudged her clit. Ellie made an unholy noise that told me she appreciated it as much as I was hoping, but it went straight to my dick, andhell, did this feel impossible.
“Eleanor,” I said, her name coming out strangled.
“Yeah?”
“What about— Can I have the tip?” I begged, not thinking,just needing. “Just let me put the tip inside. Please. If you think you can handle?—”
“Yes.” She immediately began tilting her hips, arching her back, searching for it. “I want you, all of you.”
Fuck.
“Only the tip,” I breathed—a reminder for both of us. “We’ll just see how you take me.”
“Fine,” she agreed, not seeming to care as long as I filled her withsomething. She wiggled her hips. “But hurry.”
“One sec, baby.” I chuckled a little, leaning to brush my lips over hers. “I need you to promise you’ll be good for me and stay still first. Can you do that?”
She nodded, eager as ever, and God, I couldn’t wait any longer. I braced her hips with one hand, holding her in place while I dragged my cock through her wet cunt. I dragged it down past her clit until I found her entrance, which I nudged. Once, twice, while Ellie held her breath.
I gripped her hip tighter, wondering if I really had the self-control for this when she was all I’d ever wanted. ButbecauseEllie was all I’d ever wanted and the one woman I’d ever loved, I knew so solidly that I did. There was not a single part of my body that would hurt a single part of hers. It went against my very being, my reason for fucking existing.
